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Saturday, July 31, 2004
  Home for hammie?
Just found a medium sized cage that might suit Hammie, its at my place now..
 
Thursday, July 29, 2004
  off.
Hey peeps..m gg off to Bintan in an hr's time. The empress dowager has been getting on EVERRRRYONE's nerves yday n the whole of 2day, omanz..it is such a frustating chore to tok to her stimes..n she blames us for not tellg her things??! Hormonal imbalance?!??! But she's passed menopause oredi lei...Crap ass..i'm gg away, so i shant gif a damn for now. (read: i m not gettg any money frm dem dis time round. Dammit. I m my bro's property for dis trip.)

So, meanwhile, miss mi k? buahaha..

 
 
Monday, July 26, 2004
  yday n 2day.
Non-exciting title.

Juz made it home frm a silly gathering for jlang students at Otsuka sensei's condo @ Pasir Panjang..it was boring bcoz the room was packed wif pp mi, khai n adrian dun reli noe..but it was not boring bcoz i get to hang out wif khai n adrian again...n den i realised how much i miss dem :) Altho mi n khai were seriously devising strategies to get the hell outta dat party...n those worthless conversations wif pp we barely noe...n xchanging contacts wif pp who cudnt rber our 1st names....n plus the food wasnt exactly worth salivating over s well...it was reli awesome hanging out wif those 2 bois again, especially khai..haha..pity caryn cudnt join us. Saw some familiar faces tho..like kit, liming, steph, chin san, weiling, jamie, peiling, su san, tan san etc etc..o well..so i do noe some pp there..but STILL. Moz of my kakis aint there..but i enjoyed it anyway, bcoz it bcame like a minor gathering for the 3 of us coz we were so in our own world n laffing oursvles silly. We were the earliest to leave (no surprises there) n den we went to binge on mc. Buahaha...ditto.

Speaking abt laz nite..wento East Coast, den West Coast n den bck at my hse kopitiam for supper. Altho the nite ended on a tad serious note, bcoz we drivelled on some hmmm...potential petards on the r/s, i reli did enjoy myslf. Hven felt so...relaxed...in the heartfelt way, for so long i cant recall aredi...the beach n the nitefall did us gd, i tink.  

Alritey, i hv juz received news i hv to wake up at indecent hrs 2mr to accpny Empress Dowager for her chkup, so i hv to stop blogging now n get my ass onto bed oredi...b4 my mum starts emitting killer rays frm her eyes wch cud potentially laser mi dead/ or alternatively she cud stone mi 2 bad bruises wif killer kumquats. In all, the nxt potential bed i climb onto wud v well b my deathbed if i dun go slp now coz it wud incur her wrath further n i wud hv to suffer the same fate as the Digimon members...-_-..............

so..au revoir.
 
Saturday, July 24, 2004
  Origami.
Fold ur own Ben & Jerry's cow!! Hehe..Dey tich reli awesome origami at their site. There' s dis section wch u cud learn to fold the New England Village; how to do the 3D version of a Victorian House, Community Church Building, Farms n Barns n even the original Ben & Jerry's circa!! Whoa!!!! HOW COOL IS DAT?!!!?!

Plus dey've got e-cards too..how totful.


Ben & Jerry's.
 
  some divine recipes to share.
Hey folks, here r some recipes i got off Ben & Jerry's site..(http://www.benjerry.com/our_products/recipes/) I hv not attempted to wreck my kitchen yet but no harm trying when u r free..dey sound so yummy! Altho my all-time personal fave is stil their Choc Fudge Brownie! Oooh la la~~(God forbid!)
 
Strawberry Zings
Serves 4-6
2-4 pints fresh strawberries washed and sliced (or substitute 2 pounds of frozen berries)
1/2 cup Grand Marnier
4 cups (2 pints) Vanilla For Change ice cream, softened
1 pint heavy cream, whipped
Juice of half a lemon
Put the strawberries and the Grand Marnier in a medium bowl and let sit for 20 minutes. Soften ice cream slightly and whip until fluffy. Fold in whipped cream and lemon juice. Fold in berry mixture. Spoon into champagne glasses or brandy snifters. Garnish with fresh mint if desired. Serve immediately.

Festive Ice Cream Sandwiches
Makes 8-10 sandwiches
2 cups sifted flour
1 1/2 tsp. Baking powder
1/2 tsp. Salt
1/2 cup butter
1 tsp. Vanilla extract
3/4 cup granulated sugar
2 eggs, well beaten
2 pints Ben & Jerry’s ice cream of your choice.
Prepare ice cream middles:
Spread the two pints of softened ice cream in a jellyroll pan. Place in freezer to harden for at least 2 hours. Prepare sugar cookies: Preheat oven to 350F. Lightly grease cookie sheets and set aside. Sift together dry ingredients and set aside. Cream together butter and vanilla until softened. Gradually add sugar, creaming until fluffy after each addition. Add beaten eggs in third, beating thoroughly after each addition. Add dry ingredients gradually to the creamed mixture, mixing well after each addition. Chill at least 30 minutes in the refrigerator. Roll dough to 1/4” thickness on a lightly-floured surface using a floured rolling pin. Lightly flour a cookie cutter and cut dough into your favorite shapes. Place on prepared cookie sheets and bake 10-12 minutes, until bottoms are golden, but not browned. Cool cookies on a wire rack.
To assemble sandwiches:
When ice cream slab is firm, cut with the same cookie cutter used for the cookies. Work quickly and assemble the sandwiches. Wrap individually in plastic wrap and place in the freezer.
Hint: Cookies will soften over time. If you want them to stay crisp in the freezer, coat the insides of the cookies with melted white or dark chocolate and cool to harden the coating. Assemble as above.

Sweet Vermont Snow
Serves 4
1 pint Vermont maple syrup
1 pint Vanilla for Change ice cream
Place syrup in saucepan and heat gently until the syrup reaches 240 F On a candy thermometer (soft ball stage).Remove pan from heat and cool briefly. While the syrup is cooling, scoop 4 servings of vanilla ice cream.Spoon equal portions of the cooked maple syrup over the ice ream and enjoy.

Merry Berry Shortcake
Serves 8
1/2 pound unsalted butter at room temperature
1/2 cup confectioners sugar, sifted
2 cups unbleached all-purpose four
1/4 tsp. Salt
16 oz can of jellied cranberry sauce
10-oz bag frozen raspberries
10 ­0x bag frozen strawberries, sliced
1/3 cup raspberry flavored liquor (optional)
2 pints Vanilla for a Change ice cream
To prepare shortcakes: Preheat oven to 350 F. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper. In bowl of electric mixer, cream the butter until fluffy, about 2 minutes. Gradually add the confectioners sugar and beat until well combined. Add flour and salt, mixing until just combined. Do not over mix.
On a well sugared surface, roll dough to 1/4” thickness. Using a 4 1/2” fluted biscuit cutter, cut the dough into rounds and transfer them to the baking sheet with a large spatula. Bake the shortcake for 20-25 minutes. They should be firm, but still pale in color. Cool on rack.
To prepare berry sauce, melt the cranberry sauce with liqueur in a small saucepan over medium heat. Stir in berries and heat through. Remove from heat. To assemble desserts: Split each shortcake and place the bottom halves on 8 dessert plates. Top each shortcake with a 4 ounce scoop of Vanilla ice cream.
Top each scoop with equal portions or the berry sauce. Place the tops on the shortcakes on each plate. (We like them leaning against the side of the dessert)

Anyway, dey hv dis reli kute screensaver titled Flavor Graveyard Screensaver. Chk it out!http://www.benjerry.com/fun_stuff/desktop_stuff/

 
  Ben & Jerry's July Calendar~

Wif Ben & Jerry's ard, who nids Haagen Daz??
Ben & Jerry's.
 
  Moo~~

Look wot i've found on the Ben & Jerry's site..hurhur..it's my wallpaper now btw..so kute n yummy~
Ben & Jerry's.
 
Friday, July 23, 2004
  poverty.
I tink i hv nv been hit so badly by poverty in the entire of my 22 yrs of life. Congratz 2 myslf, my bank a/c has officially hit an all-time lowest low, so low i tink i mite reli hv to seriously consider auctioning my blood.

Bcoz of my frigging habit of non-punctuality, i had to take a cab dwn to mit Mo 2day n the blardy fare fugging ripped mi of $12.20. TWELVE PRECIOUS DOLLARS N TWENTY PRECIOUS CENTS!!!!!!! N frigging shitty uncle wasnt even much faster than the mass rapid by alot..at least not worth my $12.20 sweat n blood money..wot's worse! He was darn stingy wif the aircon, didnt even hv the fm on so the whole cab had air like those u get in a mortuary (yes, i've actly passed 1, by accident.) End result= motion sickness. I positively felt like pukg when i rched, luckily to b rescued by a bowl of Chendol (not s impressv s the one we got at KL tho, not even near).

Anyway spking of how broke i m..haiz..now no matter where i go or where my frenz ask mi to go, i hv to tink more than twice, even tho i reli wanto. Dis so drags mi bck to the face of the whole work crap again...i wonder how many pp work bcoz dey wanto n not bcoz dey wanto not live life s a pauper? If there r pp who work bcoz dey wanto, den y do we hear pp complaining how overworked dey r n if everybody work for money, isnt monetary effort the oni job motivator possible, wch pretty much renders all other job motivators s taught in those management theoretical courses invalid, wch means studyg dis courses wud b a total waste of time n money, wch means chapter on job motivation cud b scraped??

Hmmm...

 

 
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
  everybody is reli changing...at least eventually.
Well, an hr ago i was stil dciding wot i could blog for 2nite n after an msn chat wif a...pretty-significant-man-in-my-life-who-is-now-my-platonic-guy-fren-wch-meanz-previously-we-were-more-than-frenz-fren, i was almoz enlightened n i tot it wud potentially make a worthful process to doc dwn.

And juz s i recall wot i heard the other day abt one's loves in life; it goes stg like this: Everybody will mit 2 persons he/she reli love in his/her life, but by the time he/she realises he/she loved, the 1st love wud hv passed. Call mi a sucka for sappy nachos like these, but i do bliv in some of these stuff said for dey r wise words of folks who've been thru it b4 us isnt it??

Anyway, juz s i tot i wud probly feel prickly whenever i rewind time to 7 yrs ago, 2nite's chat wif him has proven mi wrong. Under current circumstances, if i hv just known him or stg, the way he speaks n the way he tinks wud definitely not b scoring points on my checklist for bf material. I duno wad held mi bck for yrs now, perhaps an impression valid oni in the yr 1996, but i juz realised i did not practice wot i permanently preach; i perpetually advocate change, but i 4got i change(d) too!! Perhaps he has changed into somebody who is better off as a fren, perhaps i hv changed into somebody who wudnt b attracted to the somebody he has changed into.

Afterall, 7 yrs r some 2555 days.  

As affirmed previously, communication matters ALOT b/w peeps n a large factor molding the way we communicate is education. Practical reasons aside, education, failure ornot, reli affects how we connect. While previously i tot it didnt matter s long s there is love, well i'm wrong. Love is lesser than the sum of everything even tho it is crucial.

To hv sumbody who loves mi, i rather hv sumbody who knows mi.

Haha..he juz asked mi if i hv blogs he cud read..i jokingly suggested mine..but u wudnt tink i wud, wud u?!! How cud i, when even a doofus wud noe who i'm blogging abt when he reads wot i hv drivelled on. I gv him Belle's n Ali Davis's but he complained Belle's 2 difficult 2 read... ...c? i told u education matters, didnt i? While i positively rank Belle's blog s no. 1 interesting to read, his inability to comprehend an English's english has in fact set us in polar opposites. I'm not being snotty abt my command but it is a fact he doesnt seem to get some of the normal words i utilise n there arises the nid to xplain wot i meant in simpler terms n everytg i wanto xpress wud b potentially restricted bcoz i m deprived of the freedom to use words i deem fit n dis makes the flow of the conversation less sophisticated, u get wot i mean?!  I'm not saying his lesser ability to decipher the language is necessarily his fault coz it's reli not (alota xtraneous factors play a part 2) but it's more like...we r reli of different frequencies.

If he is indeed the 1st, i do hope i'm wif the 2nd now. So, there we hv it.




 
  Joe n Jay (02)

Datz us again, monkeying around! Haha..silly..but i likkke~
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Wif D Empress Dowager (01)

datz mi n mama~ Do we look alike?
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Mo n Mi (commencemt)

I like dis! 4 once, i'm not grinning ear to ear like a dork.
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Joe n Jay (01)

Awww dun we 2 look like a couple here? Hahaha...NOT!!!! Datz my silly bro..hahahaha...
Commencement 14/07/04
 
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
  Back Again.
Ok, eventually i did tot of sum more poppycock to poppycock abt. Juz some random tots abt Life wch hit mi again..Mo says i'm getting all philosophical again, hmm..mayb..it's the darkness datz engulfing mi now.
 
Anyway, wad is potentially weighing mi down now is apprehending how cold a being can b. I believe dat all human beings r selfish, but the extent to which dey will regulate their own selfish aspirations n desires differ, dpending on the extent dey relish morals n norms. Individualism is almoz innate but dis does not inhibit sum1 who is in communal living arrangement.
 
I do not profess to b a saint n i hv a hidden tail like every1 else. But the differences b/w pp like mi n pp who r not like mi is dat i can picture every possible costs n benefits of an act yet stil indulge in the less advantageous 1 purely for the larger good, simply bcoz when i benefit more, i snatch a bigger portion of the pie n thus, others will hv to live wif less. Yet, all dis time, i m fully aware of the more lucrative alternative. Pp who r not like mi will of coz go for the other alternative simply bcoz dey rather more than less. Dis is when the extent of Individualism innate in all varies.
 
Well, the purpose of dis blog is not to flatter myslf but a note to remind myslf NVR to evolve into the evil kind of mi,  for pp who r aredi living their lives dis way must b veri empty inside despite the superficial abundance dey enjoy on the outside.
 
To scheme n to manipulate may earn u the quintessentials of Life coz Life is RELI STIL a bitch (4 the umpteen time, i noe) but I bliv by making others less to make myslf more, it wud oni effectively drag mi further away frm happiness.
 
Juz my penny worth of opinion.
 
Monday, July 19, 2004
  Back!~
Tataima..o manz m i drained or m i drained..I slpt for a couple of hrs when i came bck but i'm stil barely conscious now..argh. darn those old pack of bones.
 
Anyway, nothing much to tok abt the trip, cept dat it's shopping, shopping n more shopping..the indoor theme park rides @ Times Sq were quite exhilarating tho..altho i must say the highlight of the trip gotto b the moth invasion at our hotel in Genting. Boy wassit some kinda major comic relief cing the boys freaked out n jumping ard lydat..hahaha..altho my screaming wasnt exactly helpful either. *LOL* O yes, n i shd dedicate dat fateful nite to Eliz, my newly found idol! I outta set up a shrine for her or stg if i had the moola but i dun..so..haha..anyway she was d ultimatum!
 
1) She helped catch the moths, albeit tinier ones..but still..beats mi n JL 4 sure.
2) She cant stop shitting..i hv no idea anybody cud accumulate so much shit in the system within such a short time frame, for she potentially could craP almoz instantly after every meal.
3) Again, kudos to her bowel, coz apparently her bowel functions more efficiently than her urinal i.e. she can crap faster than she pees!! *Gdness Gracious Me!*
4) But i musn't forget to put a special mention to the power of her urinal too, s affirmed by JL who slept nxt to Eliz thruout. She was constantly hitting the loo to pee while every1's deep in slp. Where does all the pee come frm!??!?!?
 
So, all those above mentioned criteria justify y she topped my New Idol chart dis week. U gotto b impressed at the veri least; how can anybody b so positively full of valor, velocity (rate she generates crap), mass (shit) n fluid (piss), all combined into 1 pack?! *LOL*
 
Rite. So much for the trip. I m rather brain dead now to sort out things swimming in my crown so mayb i wud b bck later to blog again if i figure out more poppycock.
 
Later.


 
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
  Joe n Jay (03)

Ok datz my silly bro wif mi..Haha..Thx for taking leave to come!! (Altho it may b coz u wanto skive.....-_-...) O the boxes behind us r so silly.
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Wif D Empress Dowager (02)

My mum says i look pretty here..altho i dun tink so..haha..Our tastes r wayeeeeeee different to begin wif anyway. Dis was us prepping in the Graduand's Robing Room. O anyway, dun mind the date at the rite hand corner, tink my silly bro didnt set it proply.
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Mi n Mui (commencemt)

Haha! Datz mi n my veri sweet fren Meiling! So glad I had her company thruout those arduous 3 yrs in Uni..She's absolutelee adorable!
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Mo n Mi (commencemt 02)

Hehe! 1 of my personal faves. Ermmz..probly coz i hven seen the rest. But Mo in shirt n pants!!!!! Hehe.
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  Wif D Empress Dowager (03)

Altho bof of us aint looking at the correct cam, but i like it! Datz my mama btw :)
Commencement 14/07/04
 
  commencment.
HoHOo! Commencemt is over!! I swear i never posed for soooo many fotos in 1 day nor were i soooo in the limelight b4..felt so star like! (actly it cud oso b the same s Ah Meng. Cept he charges of coz.) My mum was saying it's my honor to hv like 3 cameras capturing shots of mi all at once..but dat oso mean dat moz of the shots gotto b candid. OweLL..

O thx Mo for borrowing the cam frm TCS! N thx TCS for lending it!

Anyway, i'm juz glad dat it's all over! Altho i didnt bother to take alota pix wif alota frenz, in fact tink everybody cud vouch for how anti-social i was, it doesnt mean dat i dun cherish their frenship. Juz dat i reli had enuff fotos taken?! Hurhurhur..Specially thx to Khai n Adrian for deliberately making the trip down for the foto-taking! *so touched* I miss u guys sososo much! Muacks! hehe..

Alritey, gotto go get ready to leave house in an hr or 2 to mit Mo. We r gg to Genting! Yayeee~ O wait. O shoot. O i'm broke......O fug it.

B+ blood any1????

Gd luck to the rest whose commencemt is 2mr!! (i.e Weiling, Lixin, Adrian, Kit, Karen n Caryn!)

B bck on Sunday.
 
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
  everybody's changing
Keane--Everybody's Changing

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
And fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Oh everybody’s changing and I don’t feel the same
 
  Binge!

Dis was wot we binged on for lunch when we wento JB dat day. Goshhh..
@ City Square
 
  New Hair

Rach n mi wif our new hairdos! But den again..~~There She Goesssss~~
@ Chunz void deck 10/7/04
 
  Woofer

Some powerful woofer at the bck of some car.
Car Show @ Expo
 
  Wolf Whistle (01)

Suave.
Car Show @ Expo
 
  Wolf Whistle (02)

Sum impressive yellow car.
Car Show @ Expo
 
  Wolf Whistle (03)

VS Ah beng car?
Car Show @ Expo
 
  Wolf Whistle (04)

Pinky! I hv no idea wot is the car n wad it is capable of..but it's PINK!! Haha..
Car Show @ Expo
 
  Cheese!

ALas! A proper pic of her..n mi. :)
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Mi n Mo Chilling.

Mi n Mo :)
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Uno losers!

Those 2 battling it out..LOSERS!! Wahaha..
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Shameful.

Rach caught red-handed gambling!..wif...ermmz..Uno.
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  O My!~

*LOL* Dis is a potentially award winning pic in my opinion..haha...wad a face!! Well done.
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Wary.

O pls...haha...wanto pose pose la! Still wanto fake fake..hahaha..
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Big Head.

AAAARGggHh..gdness gracious..! Datz Rach..wif her mane still..she juz got rid of it anyway. But GAWD..is she creepy or is she creepy posing lydat....-_-.........
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Captivated.

Datz DB again, captivated wif the big screen located at sum height wch cud potentially smash us like a cockroach if it comes crashing down....ok..i m tinking 2 much..
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
  Scorn.

Haha..here r some of those fotos i finally transferred over frm my fone. Dat's DB wif his disgusted face he made at Rach..
@ Piazza Bistro.
 
Monday, July 12, 2004
  obligations.
Finally told my mum abt the genting trip of wch the planning has been takg place rather undercurrently for some time now. Well, the gd news is, her reactions were exactly how i imagined it to be, so, no surprises there....but the bad news is..wad i had imagined is not gd news.

O there she goes again..yakking at how bo chup i m, while other pp r enthu-ly job-hunting shortly after dey graduated. Went on abt how i shd get up on my butt, rite abt now, n start going for interviews n earn my own living so i wud stop splurging on her wealth. But thing is, she reli doesnt understand how unfulfilling all dis actions r if her daughter isnt happy. Perhaps emotional satisfaction was never part of her life agenda in the 1st place. Dat almoz automatically place mine n her stand on the xteme ends of a continuum. On top of dat, considering a few months of break to a lifetime moz of us r doomed to spend on education n work, the ratio isnt reli wad u may call overboard, u noe.

I appreciate all the concern everybody ard mi has showered mi wif, the star-like trtment n all, s apparent wif the moz popular/common conversational starters dis days i.e. "Hey! Hv u found a job?" N dis r times i wish i cud juz click on "Reply to Everyone" so "No-coz-i-hv-not-tried."/ "No-coz-i-hv-not-made-up-my-mind-wot-i-wanto-do."/ "No-coz-my-resume-is-still-undone."/ "No-coz-my-certs-r-stil-lying-ard."/ "No-coz-i-m-a-happy-poor-person-but-wud-b-happier-if-every1-stop-bugging-mi-abt-wad-i-wanto-do-wif-MY LIFE." + "Thk yew veri much." cud get to every1.

Rite, b bck to rant sum more if i hv more grievances. Darn. It's raining but i hv to go out. SHiet.

Later.
 
  Jonny Wilkinson
Although I swear i didn't watch Rugby World Cup because of himm you gotta admit he's quite good looking. The man who defeated Australia at the finals..
 
Sunday, July 11, 2004
  finally..
Rite, so much for jonny wilkinson..close chpter.

Ok i've finally got my hair straight again..but ironically, i dun like how i look now..it's strange to hv a smaller head after being so used to an oversized crown. Now dat my hair doesn't hv s much volume anymore..i tink it actly makes my face looks bigger. NOT good if u hven figure. O well..so much for the 160 spent. Xcluding the 50 sponsored by Mo. Hurhur..thx!

Nearly died laffing while bitchin' wif Rach, DB n Chunz yday nite..n had a jiabarang midnite picnic under Chunz's void deck. Was so worried some mat rockers wud come kick our asses for stealing their territory tho..buahaha..but on a more serious note, i reli miss times like dis..it's getting harder to mit everybody nowadays coz all r so preoccupied wif their own lives, not to mention it is but LIFE. N i noe it's juz going to get harder. O well, life IS a bitch afterall.

O Happy Bday Mel!! hehe..

Off to watch Gilmore Gers. Later.
 
  JW (03)

Dat's E on the left. Hope she doesnt mind mi putting dis up..hehe..Drool away gers!
@ Bugis Junction 05/07/2004
 
  JW (02)

Dis's my favorite pic of dem..Lucky E!! Omanz...chk out those rugby shoulders n arms! *gawkz*
@ Bugis Junction 05/07/2004
 
  JW (01)

Here r some pix E sent mi..awww..look! Isn't he a cutie?!
@ Bugis Junction 05/07/2004
 
Thursday, July 08, 2004
  zen.............
Ok after viewing dat unsightly creature @ dat link i previously shared, i tink i nid some form of zen meditation for probly 79413216 hrs plus aroma therapy plus pilates plus thai massage to calm my veri, veri disturbed soul. 150 CC Phantom oso can haolianz until lydat..*deadpanz* I firmly stand by my previous assertion; "PHANTOMS R FOR FREAKIN' AH NEHS." (ME, my blog July 6th, 2004) Anyway, enuff of dat...ummz...MutanT..

Back to regular blogging. *phew*

Wento JB today. Intended to hunt for the cumbersome Commencemt outfit originally but ended up getting the shoes instd..wch means the shopping nids to continue..*Sianz*

Sinful supper @ Serangoon laz nite + xtravagant lunch @ JB 2day = TOTAL OVER-EATING
Haiz..ShiEt.

Can sooo...imagine Mo begging, pleading JL to drag mi to conquer the threadmill wif her owedi.

Nothing spectacular happened 2day actly; cept dat we saw dis freaky he-she/she-he on the bus to City Sq. Ermms..he-she/she-he has a big n burly frame n he/she is certainly ermmz..ENDOWED..but just s u were abt to dismiss him/her s an over-sized female, i swear he/she was spotting obvious stubs on the whole of the lower part of his/her face. N may i add, he/she is from our fellow darkest race. So he/she is the Indian version of RUHUA buahaha...o my sweet LorD!!~I immediately grabbed Eliz's hand n she grabbed mine back for she was obviously s intrigued s i was. Ok..intrigued is probly an understatement.....DISTRESSED wud probly fit the bill much more aptly. Buahaha...

Anyway, when we got off the bus, he-she/she-he alighted s well n was well ahead of us. Us 3, being the typical suaku Singaporean kpoh gers, obviously cudnt stop staring still. Just for dat split second when i had my sights fixed on elsewhere, while my frens were still beo-ing his/her bckview, dey caught him/her taking off the band to let his/her wretchedly-rebonded hair loose n he/she actly did a potentially earth-shaking, soul-wrenching, spine-chilling flick alias shampoo-ad-lookalike FLING of his/her hair...!!!!!!! *LOL*

Amitahba..Hallelujah..Terima Kasih Allah..for NOT letting mi catch dat!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!! May my frenz get selective amnesia n get rid of dat traumatic scene in their heads soon...BUAHAHAHAHA....



 
  simply.....resistable.
http://www.anzwers.org/trade/sghunk1976/sghunkweb.html

I swear he is the most distorted guy i EVER seen in my life. Hopefully dis site was set up by some1 else who wanted to saboh him or stg...ELSE, he is juz dis incredibly irksome, disgusting, loathable, fugging faggot n narcissistic bastard i hv ever come across..O GAWD.

Disclaimer: Do not visit the link if u hv a low tolerance for fags.
 
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
  Roar!

Came across dis veri farny pic of GX n Liz so i tot i shd show u wad kinda frenz i hv. Dey r not insane la.......juz.....not lucid. Haha! Now u noe it's not my fault i turn out like dis...haha..
NYDC, Holland, random Thur.
 
  mood swing.
So much for the personality test..gosh..ungoth mi pls!

I'm hooked on caffeine again..dammit. Used to down it espy much during uni days coz i nided it to stay sober during lectures n tutorials but darn..rite now,it's juz purely cravings itchin'. I'm downing my 2nd dose for 2day now, wif a leg up on the sofa rest while listening to George Michael..so 1980s. I feel totally wasted 2day.

It's juz 1 of those days u ponder way 2 much beyond the healthy level. Alota tots swimmg in my head, mite b the caffeine hyper-activating my cognitive state, seriously contemplating if i shd go into production area..but dat wud mean my uni cert wud worth less than hogwash n i wud hv to suffer the fate of a rookie. E offered 2 make a few calls to hook mi up @ Oak Tree yday..but i wasn't sure if i'm ready. But else, wad m i gd for? K suggested creative designer coz he tinks i'm cut out for mind-boggling stuff like dis, of wch he gathered frm my dynamic MSN nicks..n his frens who r in dis line apparently noe fug at drawing..we'll c.

O..the crazy KM episode yday..disturbed mi like mad. I've asked him over MSN at nite n he said "NO" n i bliv him ok! I feel he has no reason to not admit if he reli has a crush on mi, NOT possible btw. So, E, u r wrong!!! Stop trying to convince mi he's lying 2 mi!!! Ur 3rd eye is not infallible okkkk!!Buahaha...Cmon! It's KM we're toking abt here..r u peeps mad?! To tink even Mo says there's a high possibility...*rolls eyes* We juz happen to click in a platonic way dats all..PUUUURRR-LLLiiiii-SSSSSS....

Goink to JB wif Eliz n JL on thur, 2 days frm now, to chk out the Larkin bus schedule. Hven change money, guess i'll do dat 2mr. Mayb i can get my outfit for the silly commencemt happening nxt week @ City Sq for a fairer price. Wanted to hunt for it 2day but Mo changed his mind abt miting mi dis morning n i'm lazy 2 make plans to get out of the hse..altho i'm sure gfs wudnt mind shoppg anyday..o well..mite s well stay home, since it's drizzling out there now. N my bank a/c is reli cui oredi..-_-...

Adrian told mi over icq yday his okaasan wud b coming to sg in august n he tried to hint, actly not hint, rather outrightly, he hopes i brg her out shopping :\ Die..my jap is so rusty. Aiya..wch reminds mi, i m so bo sim to my own host kazoku. Didnt even send dem letter or their presents since i came bck. The presents i bought r so collecting dust n dat blardee post office trip juz nvr got round materialising. Fug. Reminds mi of how Adrian n Khai used to call mi an ingrate wif the highest amt of denigration one cud ever fill in an insult. *LOL*

Got a 4warded from Nicholas juz now. Kinda swt actly. Hasn't heard frm him 4 quite a while now. He stil has no idea i'm attached. In fact, i tink lotsa peeps r stil un-informed. O well..can't xpect mi 2 go ard n trumpet it rite?! Mayb he is attached s well..i wudn't noe either. HAha..Anyway i didnt reciprocate his msg n neither did i reply any smses i got 2day..not even mo's, coz i feel so VERI aloof 2day. Wonder if he stil regards mi s his quarter..hahaha..he wud hv to cut his fraction now i guess. Hmm..stimes he gifs mi a feeling dat altho he's a real flirt, n he's not afraid to let peeps c it, i bliv beneath dat flamboyant exterior, he's actly gonna b real nice to his formal/ official gf..wch reminds mi of his Status Hierarchy..haha.."Must bcum my lover 1st b4 i noe if u can b my gf ma..lovers can hv a lot, but gf, can oni hv 1." He does hv his serious times s well, wch, in my opinion, r the times he exhibits most of his charms.

A man who is seriously engaging in stg (read: not including crimes or during perverse activities like ogling, wanking or digging nose) is ALWAZ charming. I'm a sucker for men driving (read: not including uncles or any men ogling, wanking or digging nose while waiting 4 traffic signs to change), leading the ger, riding bikes (minus NSRs n phantoms..err sori, but i tink NSRs r selfish bikes n phantoms r for freakin' ah-nehs) n espy for men who r concentrating on a game of pool. O wch reminds mi again..time 2 play pool soon. O..wch reminds mi AGAIN, my bank a/c is still cui.

Hmmm..wonder how is FH now...a.k.a the guy who molded mi into a busa-sucker, but not even near half of the bike maniac he is. Ironically, dat is oso 1 of the reasons y i didnt say yes to him previously...80% of the conversations r about bikes, 10% on how his guinea pig squeals (yes, he's a biker who kips hamsters, a guinea pig named Brownie n a rabbit; his frenz chided him 4 being a fugging ah-gua n ruining the bikers' machismo for dat. *LOL*), remaining 10% on miscellaneous stuff, n after stime, it just gets quite sickening. Plus he blatantly expressed his wish for his ger to b submissive..wch i'm obviously NOT..strange y did he ask mi still anyway..not once, not twice but THREE times! (read: Intention NOT to brag) When i finally got ard asking him y since the obvious discrepancy, he cudnt gif mi an ans..hmm..mayb it's true u dun nid a reason to luv sbody...dat is IF he was reli in luv wif mi. Wad izit wif u men dat u can't b frenz wif a ger who can't b ur lover!? Even tho' we rejected u in dat way, it doesn't mean we dun wanto kip u s a fren okkk...*annoyed*

I reek of coffee.
 
  m i?
Juz took dis online personality test thingy..fetched a rather intriguing analysis.*ponders* But i like the painting tho'..tink it says alot..

fallen2
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova,
source:ca80.lehman.cuny.edu/.../
images/fallen_angel.jpg


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Monday, July 05, 2004
  miting jonny wilkinson
..ok...not exactly miting, but he was indeed close up..Nvm the fact dat i'm no fan or previously had any idea he's jonny-who? Any ger can use a hottie anyday!! He IS real eye candy..quoting E, "he's reli beautiful"!!

Anyway, spent my aftnn lurking outside adidas @ bugis waiting for E 2 get his autograph. She spent like 200 bucks on adidas products 2 get jonny's poster so she cud get him sign n she even got his book! Minus the fact dat he is reli drop-jaw gorgeous, datz a whole lot of money spent on idol-worshipping, not including the 300 pounds she spent on him for his previous autograph session. Well, after she got his autograph, she cudnt help but wento snap more 4tos of him rite up front n i held her posters n bks 4 her. B4 i knew it, i was diminishing in2 sum corner 2 avoid the crowd. I swear every1 was staring at the posters n bk i was holdg n must b tinking "whoa! harcore fan!" Felt abit like 1 of those crazy teenage gers screaming after F4 or 5566 cept dat it's Johnny Wilkinson (more classy leii~~)..haha..such a rejuvenating xperience..(but dat doesnt mean i'm gg to do dat more often laaa..)

O anyway i've got more fotos in my fone i hv not transferred over..but i'm gg to put it on la..soon soon....i hope.hehe..
 
  Grp 4to.

Taken by a random waitress name Annabel on laz Sat. Those 2 on the left r my all time bitchin' kakis btw, n den dats mi n den mo :)
Piazza Bistro 3/7/04
 
Sunday, July 04, 2004
  let bygones b bygones..
It was juz another regular logging into frenster where it informed mi i've got a new testimonial to approve n a new fren request. "Who could it b dis time..sum old fren i hope?" Indeed..it was an old, old fren. But u cudnt imagine the surprise which.

Froze while staring at dat familiar name n dat more than familiar face. Adrenaline was rushing n the weight of my head was simply 2 light 2 b good. I added him anyway, n s i browsed his pg, alota pasts dat r potentially tears-welling, throat-choking n soul-trembling starting floating bck. He was, n perhaps stil is( i dun even noe it myslf) the one man i hv ever met n fell in love, deeply 4 dat matter, wif. A spur moment of impulse, egocentricity plus a fit of anger mixed up wif tonnes of immaturity n the fragileness of a 14 yr old's soul derives an outcome dat is filled wif guilt, tears, regret..n more regret.

Words canot xplain how sorry i was n am 2 him. I've tried all means 2 get him bck but trust mi, it isnt ez..for i'm not the kinda ger who can express her love 4 a guy no matter how much he means 2 mi. When i finally realised how foolish it was to let him go, it was pretty much 2 late; he was holding sum other ger's hands on dis particular yr of my bday while offerring mi a handshake of well-wishes b4 bidding gdbye. Yep, guess my cowardice had cost mi a man who reli mattered. I'll never get over u (him) getting over mi? haha..o yes, it is on repeat mode on my headfones now. N another's Tiffany's "If Love is Blind". 2 songs i'll nvr get sick of, so sappy but SO apt for the mood in the room now.

At least in my conscious memory,i dun recall ever letting somebody down lydat b4 n i hv no intention of blundering again in current n future. Datz y i'm even more determined 2 make the following r/s work. Datz y i had hung on 2 a creep for 2.5yrs when i shd hv gotten rid of him abt midway. Datz y i'm set on the idea dat i shd alwaz try my best 2 make all the r/s work until i can gif no more. Datz y i bliv i cud devote myslf even more 2 the current r/s n will do everytg(almoz) to make it last.

Ask mi wad gd did dis emotionally arousing episode do 4 mi? O well..at least it proves dat my sympathetic nervous system is stil working fine.

p/s: Johnny Wilkinson @ bugis junction 2mr 1pm..i'll hv to b there s my gal pal's nuts abt him...any takers 4 my position?

 
  fhm.
Came across dis rather interesting facts section abt WOMEN in dis issue of the for-him mag (i din pay 4 it so, i'm not guilty). It's on pg 50 of the margaret lee-as-cover-ger issue, "Dr Suzie's Love School". S candid s the so-called facts were penned, i dun tink all's entirely true, so i'm juz gonna pickout the 1s i personally find r more relevant or hilarious(juz 4 the sake of it.. ).

We fantasize too
U noe how stimes u open ur eyes n r disappointed not 2 c Fann Wong? Ok, we're juz s shocked 2 c dat u're not a pirate like Johnny Depp!

We lie abt the no. of men we've slept wif
Unless of co, the real no. is less than 3. Stimes we lie bcoz we dun want u 2 tink we r sluts. Other times, we simply forget. It's a condition known s sexual amnesia.

We've Googled ur x-gf's name...more than once!
We take sick pleasure in seekg 2 noe everytg abt her. U may not tink of her anymore, but WE DO. Perhaps it's the knowledge dat not so many yrs ago, she was exactly where we r now. So she must noe stg we dun. Otherwise she'd stil b wif u, wudnt she?

We go 2 our special place when u tell macho stories
Whenever u start 2 tell dat hilarious story dat demonstrates how gr8 u r, we hv a special place dat we go 2 in our minds. Dey hv free-flow of Cosmopolitans served by hunky, smooth-chested bartenders dat look like Brad or Tom. Dats y we smile like dat when u're thru.

We tink abt leavg u everytime we fight
Bcoz there's a veri real possibility dat sum1 out there will love, appreciate n trt us better den u. N since u're being a real shit, there's no better time 2 xplore the logistics of mitg dat man!

We tell all our frenz b4 we dcide 2 brk up wif u
We nvr leave men on a whim. We tink it thru, discuss wif our frenz n tink abt who mite replace u when u're gone. By dis time, a fortnite wud hv passed n every1 noes...'cept u.

n 1 laz fact i tink is rather true..

Best fren
Women hv dis natural petty competitvness dat makes dem wonder, in the small hrs, whether dey'd gif u a better orgasm than ur x...OR HER BEST FREN. Dun do things dat will induce her imaginatn 2 run wild coz 2 put pictures of u n her best fren 2gther in her brain is SERIOUSLY, n i mean, SERIOUSLY, the last thing on earth u wana do if u reli love her. So guys, b a gr8 guy, n ur ger will do all the advertising 4 u. It's in her nature. SHARING U AIN'T, so thread wif care.
 
Friday, July 02, 2004
  running
No Doubt--Running

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
And I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Be
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

Running
As fast as we can
I really hope we’ll make it
(Do you think we'll make it?)
We're running
Keep holding my hand
It's so we don't get separated

The future..
 
  JL

JL doing a real life emoticon.. -_-''' Posted by Hello
 
  GX @ best.

hahaha.. gx clowning around @ holland V Posted by Hello
 
  monogatari.
Once upon a time, there was a girl living in some corner of an urban dwelling, looking for real Love. In a city where physical beauty rules, the girl withheld dat inner beauty will alwaz b more valuable than physical beauty, for the latter is but skin deep, but yet, her man has to appreciate her for who and what she is. Hence, she secretly made a pact wif herslf that the man who is worth her love wud b one who understands dis moral. So whenever there comes a man who expresses his love for her, she would alwaz ask the man the same question, "wad kinda physical attributes a girl must hv to attract u?"

The first man answers, "Somebody as pretty as u. Didnt u realise u r aredi veri pretty?" She broke up wif him for she tot superficial beauty mattered too much to him, plus he was obviously just being glib. He's not the one.

The second man answers, "Doesn't reli matter. Doesn't reli hv to b veri pretty. Somebody like u is enuff." She broke up wif him for she tot he is putting her at the bare minimum benchmark s by saying dat, it means he tot she was just-OK.

The third man answers, "It's ok to b less pretty on the outside la. S long s we can click." She hesitated..n broke up wif him still, for she tot dat he is telling her dat, yes she is less pretty, but it's ok to him. The hesitation was bcoz he prioritised spiritual connection n not physical beauty.

The forth man came along n answers, "Duno. I dun gif a damn wad other people tink anyway. Whoever I tink is worth my love, is pretty. To mi, u r the prettiest."

She took his hand n dey lived happily ever after.

Moral: Think b4 u answer. Search ur heart, touch ur own soul n contemplate wad kinda repercussions ur answer may incur. Dat split moment u let ur answer fumble out of ur mouth will decide ur fate wif ur loved ones. Make or break? U dcide.

On hindsight, pretty on the outside ornot, the girl noes it herslf but most imptly, her man must tink dat she is his best.

Geddit?
 
*scratches belly & yawns*

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