Wednesday, July 21, 2004
everybody is reli changing...at least eventually.
Well, an hr ago i was stil dciding wot i could blog for 2nite n after an msn chat wif a...pretty-significant-man-in-my-life-who-is-now-my-platonic-guy-fren-wch-meanz-previously-we-were-more-than-frenz-fren, i was almoz enlightened n i tot it wud potentially make a worthful process to doc dwn.
And juz s i recall wot i heard the other day abt one's loves in life; it goes stg like this: Everybody will mit 2 persons he/she reli love in his/her life, but by the time he/she realises he/she loved, the 1st love wud hv passed. Call mi a sucka for sappy nachos like these, but i do bliv in some of these stuff said for dey r wise words of folks who've been thru it b4 us isnt it??
Anyway, juz s i tot i wud probly feel prickly whenever i rewind time to 7 yrs ago, 2nite's chat wif him has proven mi wrong. Under current circumstances, if i hv just known him or stg, the way he speaks n the way he tinks wud definitely not b scoring points on my checklist for bf material. I duno wad held mi bck for yrs now, perhaps an impression valid oni in the yr 1996, but i juz realised i did not practice wot i permanently preach; i perpetually advocate change, but i 4got i change(d) too!! Perhaps he has changed into somebody who is better off as a fren, perhaps i hv changed into somebody who wudnt b attracted to the somebody he has changed into.
Afterall, 7 yrs r some 2555 days.
As affirmed previously, communication matters ALOT b/w peeps n a large factor molding the way we communicate is education. Practical reasons aside, education, failure ornot, reli affects how we connect. While previously i tot it didnt matter s long s there is love, well i'm wrong. Love is lesser than the sum of everything even tho it is crucial.
To hv sumbody who loves mi, i rather hv sumbody who knows mi.
Haha..he juz asked mi if i hv blogs he cud read..i jokingly suggested mine..but u wudnt tink i wud, wud u?!! How cud i, when even a doofus wud noe who i'm blogging abt when he reads wot i hv drivelled on. I gv him Belle's n Ali Davis's but he complained Belle's 2 difficult 2 read... ...c? i told u education matters, didnt i? While i positively rank Belle's blog s no. 1 interesting to read, his inability to comprehend an English's english has in fact set us in polar opposites. I'm not being snotty abt my command but it is a fact he doesnt seem to get some of the normal words i utilise n there arises the nid to xplain wot i meant in simpler terms n everytg i wanto xpress wud b potentially restricted bcoz i m deprived of the freedom to use words i deem fit n dis makes the flow of the conversation less sophisticated, u get wot i mean?! I'm not saying his lesser ability to decipher the language is necessarily his fault coz it's reli not (alota xtraneous factors play a part 2) but it's more like...we r reli of different frequencies.
If he is indeed the 1st, i do hope i'm wif the 2nd now. So, there we hv it.
¶ J poppycocked at 8:49:00 PM
And juz s i recall wot i heard the other day abt one's loves in life; it goes stg like this: Everybody will mit 2 persons he/she reli love in his/her life, but by the time he/she realises he/she loved, the 1st love wud hv passed. Call mi a sucka for sappy nachos like these, but i do bliv in some of these stuff said for dey r wise words of folks who've been thru it b4 us isnt it??
Anyway, juz s i tot i wud probly feel prickly whenever i rewind time to 7 yrs ago, 2nite's chat wif him has proven mi wrong. Under current circumstances, if i hv just known him or stg, the way he speaks n the way he tinks wud definitely not b scoring points on my checklist for bf material. I duno wad held mi bck for yrs now, perhaps an impression valid oni in the yr 1996, but i juz realised i did not practice wot i permanently preach; i perpetually advocate change, but i 4got i change(d) too!! Perhaps he has changed into somebody who is better off as a fren, perhaps i hv changed into somebody who wudnt b attracted to the somebody he has changed into.
Afterall, 7 yrs r some 2555 days.
As affirmed previously, communication matters ALOT b/w peeps n a large factor molding the way we communicate is education. Practical reasons aside, education, failure ornot, reli affects how we connect. While previously i tot it didnt matter s long s there is love, well i'm wrong. Love is lesser than the sum of everything even tho it is crucial.
To hv sumbody who loves mi, i rather hv sumbody who knows mi.
Haha..he juz asked mi if i hv blogs he cud read..i jokingly suggested mine..but u wudnt tink i wud, wud u?!! How cud i, when even a doofus wud noe who i'm blogging abt when he reads wot i hv drivelled on. I gv him Belle's n Ali Davis's but he complained Belle's 2 difficult 2 read... ...c? i told u education matters, didnt i? While i positively rank Belle's blog s no. 1 interesting to read, his inability to comprehend an English's english has in fact set us in polar opposites. I'm not being snotty abt my command but it is a fact he doesnt seem to get some of the normal words i utilise n there arises the nid to xplain wot i meant in simpler terms n everytg i wanto xpress wud b potentially restricted bcoz i m deprived of the freedom to use words i deem fit n dis makes the flow of the conversation less sophisticated, u get wot i mean?! I'm not saying his lesser ability to decipher the language is necessarily his fault coz it's reli not (alota xtraneous factors play a part 2) but it's more like...we r reli of different frequencies.
If he is indeed the 1st, i do hope i'm wif the 2nd now. So, there we hv it.
¶ J poppycocked at 8:49:00 PM