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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
lng 1st dae.
Quite an eventful day i must say, can't quite dcide wch 2 blog. O 4 starters, i finally got the silly gown wch i didnt even bother 2 take a 2nd look ever since i got home. Saw Weixian in nus, n gathering frm his reaction, he moz certainly did not xpect/ wanto bump into mi..haha..must b paisay bcoz of his "cai3", will interrogate him abt dat..Heh. And, thx dear, for lugging it ard 4 the whole time.
Watched Windstruck in d evening; ummmz..let's juz say now i noe y it's rated 2 or 2.5 stars. The plot's kinda tacky n the order of events r pretty bumpy 2, not 2 mention corny. *rolls eyes* Soundtracks' well chosen tho'..altho dey definitely try 2 abuse emotions aroused by Hide's suicide when dey dub Tears (by X Japan)into lotsa scenes for more than all the time..? But there r a couple of clever comic reliefs inserted here n there tho.
O 'sufferred' a 2nd blackout dis week, cept dat 2nite's was more major n lasted longer. The whole of Jurong area, n i heard a few other places s well were implicated. (dey r so gg to put Sg on Red Alert again..so gg 2 b linked 2 sum possible wrkings of terrorism la.) Even the street lamps went out, so it was pitch black on the streets n the oni wince bit lighting came frm the stadium dwnstairs, wch was barely enuff to illuminate its surroundings anyway. Tink i took it pretty well tho..was crooning thruout 2 entertain myslf n 2 irritate my mum further..altho i seriously tink i m suffering frm an overdose of imitated Cocopops n Coco Pillows..! hahaha...
Lightings n electricity r like the symbolization or rather signifiers of urbanization n 2 hv dat taken away frm us is like coercing the whole community to leave urbanization 4 dat brief moment n sink into another realm 2gether. Not such a bad idea 2 noe dat everybody in the milieu is down in the same plight once in while..hehe..MINUS the heat. Ummmz..no, dat doesn't automatically means i'm lookg 4ward 2 armaggedon....or more blackouts.
p/s: Lakerol is selling at $1.50 @ Watsons, instd of the $1.89 @ 7-11.
*Adam Sandler numbering on my headfones now, doink an incredible impersonation of Guns N' Roses 's Knocking on Heaven's Door. Avril Lavigne has quite an impressive rendition of it btw. Dey used her version in the movie if i recalled rite.* ¶ J poppycocked at 2:08:00 AM
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Watched Windstruck in d evening; ummmz..let's juz say now i noe y it's rated 2 or 2.5 stars. The plot's kinda tacky n the order of events r pretty bumpy 2, not 2 mention corny. *rolls eyes* Soundtracks' well chosen tho'..altho dey definitely try 2 abuse emotions aroused by Hide's suicide when dey dub Tears (by X Japan)into lotsa scenes for more than all the time..? But there r a couple of clever comic reliefs inserted here n there tho.
O 'sufferred' a 2nd blackout dis week, cept dat 2nite's was more major n lasted longer. The whole of Jurong area, n i heard a few other places s well were implicated. (dey r so gg to put Sg on Red Alert again..so gg 2 b linked 2 sum possible wrkings of terrorism la.) Even the street lamps went out, so it was pitch black on the streets n the oni wince bit lighting came frm the stadium dwnstairs, wch was barely enuff to illuminate its surroundings anyway. Tink i took it pretty well tho..was crooning thruout 2 entertain myslf n 2 irritate my mum further..altho i seriously tink i m suffering frm an overdose of imitated Cocopops n Coco Pillows..! hahaha...
Lightings n electricity r like the symbolization or rather signifiers of urbanization n 2 hv dat taken away frm us is like coercing the whole community to leave urbanization 4 dat brief moment n sink into another realm 2gether. Not such a bad idea 2 noe dat everybody in the milieu is down in the same plight once in while..hehe..MINUS the heat. Ummmz..no, dat doesn't automatically means i'm lookg 4ward 2 armaggedon....or more blackouts.
p/s: Lakerol is selling at $1.50 @ Watsons, instd of the $1.89 @ 7-11.
*Adam Sandler numbering on my headfones now, doink an incredible impersonation of Guns N' Roses 's Knocking on Heaven's Door. Avril Lavigne has quite an impressive rendition of it btw. Dey used her version in the movie if i recalled rite.* ¶ J poppycocked at 2:08:00 AM
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
tots.
Hmm..in a rather perplexed mood now; watching Shi Zi Lu Kou, but not laffing..eyes r tired but dun feel like sleeping..frontal lobe has obviously malfunctioned now but episoding alota contemplations..blogging but hesitant of wad 2 document..
Sometimes i wonder if mankind r suited for long term relationships at all..it taxes bof parties emotionally n physically, n financially, if u seriously ponder abt the issue. Nobody says getting along is ez i noe..but when Love transcends beyond passion n momentary pleasure, such dat quixoticity runs low, prosaic issues will supersede inevitably, naturally...n unfortunately.
An optimist wud tel mi, but dat is where the art n beauty of Love lies! To compromise, sacrifice, gif in n change r all part n parcel of Love, dey wud say. But sometimes the union breeds obligatory compromising, gifing in n changing, out of sheer desire to prevent disappointment in the other party. When dat party detects the obligatory emotion surpassing the love factor, how can one be happy? Maybe i'm not 'seasoned' enuff, even after 6 relationships n counting..haha..therefore altho i noe the rule i do not profess reli experiencing it in its utmost altruistic form yet:
Love-->Obligations = compromises + sacrifices + changes;
provided obligations must b preceded by Love under all circumstances.
I guess my bro was rite; i had not met anybody worth my equation yet. Sure, those adrenaline-rushes, hart-racing, palm-sweating n cheeks-blushing but he judged dat not 1 of those 6 men managed to steal my hart away even during their respective times, dats y i canot n hv not undergone it yet. True love exists? No clue. True love? Wad is? No idea.
How great if fairy tales r for real.
¶ J poppycocked at 12:38:00 AM
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Sometimes i wonder if mankind r suited for long term relationships at all..it taxes bof parties emotionally n physically, n financially, if u seriously ponder abt the issue. Nobody says getting along is ez i noe..but when Love transcends beyond passion n momentary pleasure, such dat quixoticity runs low, prosaic issues will supersede inevitably, naturally...n unfortunately.
An optimist wud tel mi, but dat is where the art n beauty of Love lies! To compromise, sacrifice, gif in n change r all part n parcel of Love, dey wud say. But sometimes the union breeds obligatory compromising, gifing in n changing, out of sheer desire to prevent disappointment in the other party. When dat party detects the obligatory emotion surpassing the love factor, how can one be happy? Maybe i'm not 'seasoned' enuff, even after 6 relationships n counting..haha..therefore altho i noe the rule i do not profess reli experiencing it in its utmost altruistic form yet:
Love-->Obligations = compromises + sacrifices + changes;
provided obligations must b preceded by Love under all circumstances.
I guess my bro was rite; i had not met anybody worth my equation yet. Sure, those adrenaline-rushes, hart-racing, palm-sweating n cheeks-blushing but he judged dat not 1 of those 6 men managed to steal my hart away even during their respective times, dats y i canot n hv not undergone it yet. True love exists? No clue. True love? Wad is? No idea.
How great if fairy tales r for real.
¶ J poppycocked at 12:38:00 AM
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Monday, June 28, 2004
pronunciation.
Went to la kopi wif bro n YH earlier on, heard dis truly, madly, deeply hilarious blunder YH's gf commited. She insisted it's Ling-Ger-reeee instead of lingerie (read:laun-jer-ray)until YH corrected the blardee farnee mistake n told her it is supposed 2 have a french pronunciation. It's an honest mistake reli; stg like ron-deh-voo or fer-saat(Dear, stop laffing.) but 2 hv a guy more confident of pronouncing lingerie...it's juz SAD. BUahahahaha...
Anyway, my bro cracked a darn evil joke s well.
Me:"Mayb nxt time their kid will oso pronounce it s Ling-ger-reee..hahhaha.."
Bro:"ya!den their kid will go n tel other kids 'my mum say it's Ling-ger-ree!'"
YH:"Eh..stop laffing at my gf lei.."
Bro:"No no..their kid will probly say 'zhe4 ge4 shi4 Ling-ger-ree lai2 de4 wor!!"
YH:" -__-|||||||...."
Me:"WAHAHAHAHAHHA..."
O dis is a bad bad joke..hahaha..coz YH's malaysian.
¶ J poppycocked at 1:38:00 AM
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Anyway, my bro cracked a darn evil joke s well.
Me:"Mayb nxt time their kid will oso pronounce it s Ling-ger-reee..hahhaha.."
Bro:"ya!den their kid will go n tel other kids 'my mum say it's Ling-ger-ree!'"
YH:"Eh..stop laffing at my gf lei.."
Bro:"No no..their kid will probly say 'zhe4 ge4 shi4 Ling-ger-ree lai2 de4 wor!!"
YH:" -__-|||||||...."
Me:"WAHAHAHAHAHHA..."
O dis is a bad bad joke..hahaha..coz YH's malaysian.
¶ J poppycocked at 1:38:00 AM
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
Gulp.
I personally prefer him in dis one..haha..(ermm..no,i dun hv fetish 4 men on straw..)
¶ J poppycocked at 7:29:00 PM
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I personally prefer him in dis one..haha..(ermm..no,i dun hv fetish 4 men on straw..)
¶ J poppycocked at 7:29:00 PM
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Falcon (Black)
Rather bin dua to blog 2day so i'll juz put up some pix. Hail to my knight in shining armour.
Hayabusa GSX1300R
¶ J poppycocked at 7:10:00 PM
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Rather bin dua to blog 2day so i'll juz put up some pix. Hail to my knight in shining armour.
Hayabusa GSX1300R
¶ J poppycocked at 7:10:00 PM
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Sultan Shoal (02)
Juz b4 the sun disappears behind the horizon.
sunset from sultan shoal
¶ J poppycocked at 6:32:00 PM
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Juz b4 the sun disappears behind the horizon.
sunset from sultan shoal
¶ J poppycocked at 6:32:00 PM
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Sultan Shoal (03)
Superb sunset view from Sultan Shoal sum yrs bck.
sunset from sultan shoal
¶ J poppycocked at 6:19:00 PM
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Superb sunset view from Sultan Shoal sum yrs bck.
sunset from sultan shoal
¶ J poppycocked at 6:19:00 PM
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
yday once more...n i'll die.
Didnt hv time 2 blog yday bcoz of the veri "happening" day i had.
4 starters, i was due to mit meiling 10.30am at clementi to collect the gown (dat's tremendously early 4 mi, mind u) n midway thru my de rigueur morning shower, the water turned so chilly i swear my soul wud hv left its shell if it cud. The heater's light was off n b4 i knew it, my radio was graved too. After the goose-pimply freezing bath, when i opened the bathroom door to rejoin civilization, i realised dat my worstest nitemare had taken place; for civilization was seemingly conquered by brain-numbing, ears-deafening, mind-blowing drills n hammering rite outside my unit, so strident it cud positively awaken the dead.
Obviously not a morning person, wif no electricity running anymore, i sincerely felt my world has officially ended. No tv, no radio, no computer, no fan, n worstest of the worst, no hair-straightener!!! While sitting in the kitchen, i gnashed my teeth on the ba zhang n tried 2 yoga my mind wif pictures of flowers, chocolates n all things nice. But! s if matters ain't aggravated 'nuff, it began to pour. -_-||| Lugging the over-sized massive gown in the rain while struggling to beat the slippery n highly gradient-ed ground in nus is not exactly my favorite thing 2 do..but neither is staying at home n exposing myslf 2 permanent ear damage any better. *AAaacks.* Anyway i decided against leaving the house n given the fact dat even the trusty laptop battery died on mi some 20min after i watched FRIENDS on it, i wento sleep in frustration.
Anyway, i did drop by school eventually, after the rain subsided n sumhow i concluded dat the scorching sun is nowhere any better than rain. Well, got to src, saw the Q, Q-ed 4 10min, dcided not 2 Q anymore, went home, gown-less. *LOL*
Gd things alwaz happen at nite? Met up wif xiuzhen 4 dinner at jp n finally bought the skirt i hv been eyeing on 4 sumtime..n bought alota other irrelevant stuff s well..ermmz so did she..owell..Women. O she got mi a top n a swt jewellery case..Reli nice! Bumped into jl n tcs at popular, it's a small world after all! Seemed 2 bump in2 dem rather often..hmm...
Wento the pasar malam at the interchange after dat n dey actly hv 2nd-hand cars on sale!funky!
Waited 4 db n den we met up wif rach again..n we laffed at chunz's mispronunciation alot. Dey bought mi sum gifts frm thailand; a veri veri nice bag, an anklet n a Harley wired model!! woohoo!!~
Thx guys!! ¶ J poppycocked at 1:31:00 PM
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4 starters, i was due to mit meiling 10.30am at clementi to collect the gown (dat's tremendously early 4 mi, mind u) n midway thru my de rigueur morning shower, the water turned so chilly i swear my soul wud hv left its shell if it cud. The heater's light was off n b4 i knew it, my radio was graved too. After the goose-pimply freezing bath, when i opened the bathroom door to rejoin civilization, i realised dat my worstest nitemare had taken place; for civilization was seemingly conquered by brain-numbing, ears-deafening, mind-blowing drills n hammering rite outside my unit, so strident it cud positively awaken the dead.
Obviously not a morning person, wif no electricity running anymore, i sincerely felt my world has officially ended. No tv, no radio, no computer, no fan, n worstest of the worst, no hair-straightener!!! While sitting in the kitchen, i gnashed my teeth on the ba zhang n tried 2 yoga my mind wif pictures of flowers, chocolates n all things nice. But! s if matters ain't aggravated 'nuff, it began to pour. -_-||| Lugging the over-sized massive gown in the rain while struggling to beat the slippery n highly gradient-ed ground in nus is not exactly my favorite thing 2 do..but neither is staying at home n exposing myslf 2 permanent ear damage any better. *AAaacks.* Anyway i decided against leaving the house n given the fact dat even the trusty laptop battery died on mi some 20min after i watched FRIENDS on it, i wento sleep in frustration.
Anyway, i did drop by school eventually, after the rain subsided n sumhow i concluded dat the scorching sun is nowhere any better than rain. Well, got to src, saw the Q, Q-ed 4 10min, dcided not 2 Q anymore, went home, gown-less. *LOL*
Gd things alwaz happen at nite? Met up wif xiuzhen 4 dinner at jp n finally bought the skirt i hv been eyeing on 4 sumtime..n bought alota other irrelevant stuff s well..ermmz so did she..owell..Women. O she got mi a top n a swt jewellery case..Reli nice! Bumped into jl n tcs at popular, it's a small world after all! Seemed 2 bump in2 dem rather often..hmm...
Wento the pasar malam at the interchange after dat n dey actly hv 2nd-hand cars on sale!funky!
Waited 4 db n den we met up wif rach again..n we laffed at chunz's mispronunciation alot. Dey bought mi sum gifts frm thailand; a veri veri nice bag, an anklet n a Harley wired model!! woohoo!!~
Thx guys!! ¶ J poppycocked at 1:31:00 PM
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
50 moola richer.
Finally gotten rid of those tixs, met the winner for my auction n turns out she's a rather pleasant lady, even msged mi a "nice to noe u, thk u" post-transaction:) ok, so now i'm 50 bucks richer, yea! (altho i'm stil broke...)
Met up wif my gal pal rach, did alota catching up, abt her thailand trip, current dilemmas, my new-found lurve n alota other regular bitchin'..haha..o i learn stg new; pattaya is a gay beach!! LOL..turns out dey were quite traumatized by some saucy/ steamy sights which dey witnessed..details r 21 n abv.
O well..sumtimes life is juz full of contradictions n pricks. At the risk of sounding cheesy, i stil sincerely subscribe to the passe but sensible moral: "oni by experiencing the downs will one appreciate the ups better." 1 of my frens r facing dis reli rough patch in life currently n i truly wished dat there's stg i cud do 4 him..but stimes, there is oni so much a fren can do ya noe? Rite now, all i can do is 2 lend him a listening ear...n perhaps when the nid comes, a shoulder to cry on? i hv nvr seen him in so much agony b4 n it reli brks my hart. Under no circumstances shd sum1 ever experience so much pain in life no matter wad he/ she has done..it's juz tragic.
Anyway, i wish things wud take a turn 4 the better on his side soon..n oso may rach's episode rches a finalization soon.
Off to watch tv!~
¶ J poppycocked at 10:41:00 PM
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Met up wif my gal pal rach, did alota catching up, abt her thailand trip, current dilemmas, my new-found lurve n alota other regular bitchin'..haha..o i learn stg new; pattaya is a gay beach!! LOL..turns out dey were quite traumatized by some saucy/ steamy sights which dey witnessed..details r 21 n abv.
O well..sumtimes life is juz full of contradictions n pricks. At the risk of sounding cheesy, i stil sincerely subscribe to the passe but sensible moral: "oni by experiencing the downs will one appreciate the ups better." 1 of my frens r facing dis reli rough patch in life currently n i truly wished dat there's stg i cud do 4 him..but stimes, there is oni so much a fren can do ya noe? Rite now, all i can do is 2 lend him a listening ear...n perhaps when the nid comes, a shoulder to cry on? i hv nvr seen him in so much agony b4 n it reli brks my hart. Under no circumstances shd sum1 ever experience so much pain in life no matter wad he/ she has done..it's juz tragic.
Anyway, i wish things wud take a turn 4 the better on his side soon..n oso may rach's episode rches a finalization soon.
Off to watch tv!~
¶ J poppycocked at 10:41:00 PM
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
spotted?
I'm bck again. hurhur..
Juz caught dis beer/ soccer challenge advert on tv n spotted dis veri familiar face. Saw dis good looking guy at the mkt dis morning n immediately he reminds mi of 1) Nihonjin 2) soccer player, staying at parc oasis or mayfair..who plays at the stadium dwnstairs..haha..deduction.
Anyway, after c-ing the ad, suddnly dawned upon mi hey! dat mkt guy was in the previous advert 4 the same event who demonstrated how 2 score the goalie, narrating the instructions in nihongo; "...ichi, ni, san po wo sagatte..*kicks*..kantan jyan..!"
Hoho..deduction. ¶ J poppycocked at 8:15:00 PM
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Juz caught dis beer/ soccer challenge advert on tv n spotted dis veri familiar face. Saw dis good looking guy at the mkt dis morning n immediately he reminds mi of 1) Nihonjin 2) soccer player, staying at parc oasis or mayfair..who plays at the stadium dwnstairs..haha..deduction.
Anyway, after c-ing the ad, suddnly dawned upon mi hey! dat mkt guy was in the previous advert 4 the same event who demonstrated how 2 score the goalie, narrating the instructions in nihongo; "...ichi, ni, san po wo sagatte..*kicks*..kantan jyan..!"
Hoho..deduction. ¶ J poppycocked at 8:15:00 PM
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dry.
2day's strange.
Was conscious around a hummingbird 7am dis morning, wch happens to b more atypical den flying pigs?! (sori, cudnt tink of a better eg evidently..) Of coz, half of the disruption was contributed by dear mama when she came crashing in to wake my beloved bro for dreadful work (another reason y i m still in denial mode). Mind u, being a light-sleeper is truly, madly, deeply unfortunate when u hv 2 share a room wif sumbody else.
Anyhoo..wento the market to get myslf sum zui kueh for BFAST, (4 once it's known s bfast n not brunch) after wch i ended up downing another 2 whole cups of lipton tea to alleviate sum of those nasty grease lining my tummy, yet AGAIN. Den knocked out 4 some 2 hrs while watching some old seasons of FRIENDS..man! do i feel like some old soul nodding off while rocking the chair n watchin' pigeons on the veranda..n when i woke up, i was struggling to remember wch timezone i m situated in. Isn't tea supposed to contain caffeine? Wassit decaf-lipton or worse, lipton-make-u-drowsy wch i downed??
The imperial decree frm empress dowager has confined mi 2 the house 2day; not supposed to go out coz she's. Nid 2 get food n boil water 4 gran..owell..last nite he asked mi y din i mention i m staying wif gran..hmm..n i replied it was coz she's not a veri significant part of my life; she's juz sumbdy in the bckgrd.
Thing is, i guess there is sum part of mi angry wif the living arrangement. C..gran's staying wif us coz dad's the eldest son in the family n according to those damn traditions (wch i tink r mostly a mixture of obstination, resistance to changes n xcuses to take things 4 granted. If u feel i'm not a fan, hey! guess wot? U r RIGHT ON!), it makes it ntg but rite 4 her 2 b staying wif us. I noe it's reli silly to feel angry at such matters, n i'm not exactly mad at her personally either..but traditions in dis manner r simply impractically loathesome. Bcoz of traditions, mi n my bro have been deprived of our own rooms, stg wch i seriously value n nvr got2 hv. Not like we hate each other but hving our private spaces is a whole other issue. Bcoz of traditions, i c dear mama slogging her guts out 2 take care of her man's mother n made many, many unimaginable sacrifices for the family. Bcoz of traditions, i c how patriarchy not oni lurks but blatantly oppresses women s the underdogs, rendering it customary for mothers to put the family before self. Bcoz of traditions, i c how my auntie n her husband, childless, hv the luxury of subletting xtra rooms in their 4-room, where it would oni b more just if gran had stayed wif dem instead but cudn't bcoz a man does not stay wif his wife's parents. Bcoz of traditions, i c the possibility of myslf being entwined in a similar situation in future; depriving my kids of the space dey deserved, working 24/7 in the public sphere n domestically, sacrificing all desires n dreams for the family..wch is oso y i seriously, seriously DO NOT wanto stay wif my spouse's family, except under veri, veri special circumstances. Staying in the vicinity, even nxt dr, is not a problem, but under the same roof? Nope.
..wch is oso y i tend to over-think n ask weird qns abt the future, espy when i'm involved wif sumbody..not in my intention to rush things, but it's more of like putting my foot down on stgs dat i'll nvr change my mind abt n not wanting to waste the other party's time n risking him feel let down 10 yrs dwn the road when he realises he has been putting his eggs in the wrong basket, not literally. It's a lil' like a verbal pre-nuptial agreemt, ya noe? Juz a lil' safety net to assure bof mi n him.
O look! it's time to get dinner for gran again..how exciting!zzzzz...
p/s: i hv 3 giant zits..n boi do dey hurt!!! ARGHHH..y can't those things juz leave mi alone...
¶ J poppycocked at 5:52:00 PM
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Was conscious around a hummingbird 7am dis morning, wch happens to b more atypical den flying pigs?! (sori, cudnt tink of a better eg evidently..) Of coz, half of the disruption was contributed by dear mama when she came crashing in to wake my beloved bro for dreadful work (another reason y i m still in denial mode). Mind u, being a light-sleeper is truly, madly, deeply unfortunate when u hv 2 share a room wif sumbody else.
Anyhoo..wento the market to get myslf sum zui kueh for BFAST, (4 once it's known s bfast n not brunch) after wch i ended up downing another 2 whole cups of lipton tea to alleviate sum of those nasty grease lining my tummy, yet AGAIN. Den knocked out 4 some 2 hrs while watching some old seasons of FRIENDS..man! do i feel like some old soul nodding off while rocking the chair n watchin' pigeons on the veranda..n when i woke up, i was struggling to remember wch timezone i m situated in. Isn't tea supposed to contain caffeine? Wassit decaf-lipton or worse, lipton-make-u-drowsy wch i downed??
The imperial decree frm empress dowager has confined mi 2 the house 2day; not supposed to go out coz she's. Nid 2 get food n boil water 4 gran..owell..last nite he asked mi y din i mention i m staying wif gran..hmm..n i replied it was coz she's not a veri significant part of my life; she's juz sumbdy in the bckgrd.
Thing is, i guess there is sum part of mi angry wif the living arrangement. C..gran's staying wif us coz dad's the eldest son in the family n according to those damn traditions (wch i tink r mostly a mixture of obstination, resistance to changes n xcuses to take things 4 granted. If u feel i'm not a fan, hey! guess wot? U r RIGHT ON!), it makes it ntg but rite 4 her 2 b staying wif us. I noe it's reli silly to feel angry at such matters, n i'm not exactly mad at her personally either..but traditions in dis manner r simply impractically loathesome. Bcoz of traditions, mi n my bro have been deprived of our own rooms, stg wch i seriously value n nvr got2 hv. Not like we hate each other but hving our private spaces is a whole other issue. Bcoz of traditions, i c dear mama slogging her guts out 2 take care of her man's mother n made many, many unimaginable sacrifices for the family. Bcoz of traditions, i c how patriarchy not oni lurks but blatantly oppresses women s the underdogs, rendering it customary for mothers to put the family before self. Bcoz of traditions, i c how my auntie n her husband, childless, hv the luxury of subletting xtra rooms in their 4-room, where it would oni b more just if gran had stayed wif dem instead but cudn't bcoz a man does not stay wif his wife's parents. Bcoz of traditions, i c the possibility of myslf being entwined in a similar situation in future; depriving my kids of the space dey deserved, working 24/7 in the public sphere n domestically, sacrificing all desires n dreams for the family..wch is oso y i seriously, seriously DO NOT wanto stay wif my spouse's family, except under veri, veri special circumstances. Staying in the vicinity, even nxt dr, is not a problem, but under the same roof? Nope.
..wch is oso y i tend to over-think n ask weird qns abt the future, espy when i'm involved wif sumbody..not in my intention to rush things, but it's more of like putting my foot down on stgs dat i'll nvr change my mind abt n not wanting to waste the other party's time n risking him feel let down 10 yrs dwn the road when he realises he has been putting his eggs in the wrong basket, not literally. It's a lil' like a verbal pre-nuptial agreemt, ya noe? Juz a lil' safety net to assure bof mi n him.
O look! it's time to get dinner for gran again..how exciting!zzzzz...
p/s: i hv 3 giant zits..n boi do dey hurt!!! ARGHHH..y can't those things juz leave mi alone...
¶ J poppycocked at 5:52:00 PM
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
flattery or derision?
Yep,it has officially launched--Gers-gone-wild epi I.
Mi n dear mama went female battling 2day; SHOPPING. Apart frm apparent display of virtue filial piety, another pro of shopping wif mama: her credit settles all xpenses. *WOOOO!* (Trust mi, i have every valid reason 2 b high even on the idea itslf.) It was challenging enuff 2 stay lucid amidst all "SALE" tags in d mall, but battling fellow female species in merchandise-grabbin' n fittin'-room-Q-ing were no walk in the park either. Try saying shopping is a piece of cake n i'll smack ur monkey-whisker-biscuit-ass-like-face!!
Anyway, victoriously bought home quite a few items; 3 bras, 3 underwears/ panties (wadeva u call it, i alwaz tot panties r those lacey, gerlish type..wch r not wad i bought coz i prefer boy-leg cutting haha..),2 tops, 1 pckt of HL n lakerol? haha..It wasn't in my intention to get 1 of the bras. Here's wad happened: Saw dis reli sexy blackie in metro, instead of the normal one-piece slab stretching across the back, 2 spagh-thin straps were in place. All else being gd, alas..whilst trying to find my size, it dawned upon mi suddnly dat everything's A cup..*gosh!* (ntg against A cups but ermmz..it doesnt fit my gers.) So i walked away rather dejected. After some 30min, while waiting for my mama to try her pick in the fittin' room, the fittin' room lady chatted mi up. Judging how frenly she was, i divulged my fetish for blackie n she urged mi 2 gif it a try. Obviously seduced at the idea, i found myslf hovering ard blackie once again. The veri lady trailed after mi n b4 i knew it, she was scrutinizing my "prey" n un-mortifyingly grimacing at my gers..figured she changed her mind by her reaction, for she shook her head in contortion n muttered "Cannot.."
-_-||| Flattery or derision? U decide.
Anyhow, i tried. Told her if i dun, i'll get nitemares 2nite n i bought. *sniggers* Half cups cud wrk 2 i guess.
2day's a gd day! When i tot all hopes r gone, a beam emerged..there's a bidder on my auction!! yayeeee! Hope he/ she doesn't dua mi..
Must call Sunlight to confirm the ktv voucher..
Off to watch Smallville!~ ¶ J poppycocked at 8:38:00 PM
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Mi n dear mama went female battling 2day; SHOPPING. Apart frm apparent display of virtue filial piety, another pro of shopping wif mama: her credit settles all xpenses. *WOOOO!* (Trust mi, i have every valid reason 2 b high even on the idea itslf.) It was challenging enuff 2 stay lucid amidst all "SALE" tags in d mall, but battling fellow female species in merchandise-grabbin' n fittin'-room-Q-ing were no walk in the park either. Try saying shopping is a piece of cake n i'll smack ur monkey-whisker-biscuit-ass-like-face!!
Anyway, victoriously bought home quite a few items; 3 bras, 3 underwears/ panties (wadeva u call it, i alwaz tot panties r those lacey, gerlish type..wch r not wad i bought coz i prefer boy-leg cutting haha..),2 tops, 1 pckt of HL n lakerol? haha..It wasn't in my intention to get 1 of the bras. Here's wad happened: Saw dis reli sexy blackie in metro, instead of the normal one-piece slab stretching across the back, 2 spagh-thin straps were in place. All else being gd, alas..whilst trying to find my size, it dawned upon mi suddnly dat everything's A cup..*gosh!* (ntg against A cups but ermmz..it doesnt fit my gers.) So i walked away rather dejected. After some 30min, while waiting for my mama to try her pick in the fittin' room, the fittin' room lady chatted mi up. Judging how frenly she was, i divulged my fetish for blackie n she urged mi 2 gif it a try. Obviously seduced at the idea, i found myslf hovering ard blackie once again. The veri lady trailed after mi n b4 i knew it, she was scrutinizing my "prey" n un-mortifyingly grimacing at my gers..figured she changed her mind by her reaction, for she shook her head in contortion n muttered "Cannot.."
-_-||| Flattery or derision? U decide.
Anyhow, i tried. Told her if i dun, i'll get nitemares 2nite n i bought. *sniggers* Half cups cud wrk 2 i guess.
2day's a gd day! When i tot all hopes r gone, a beam emerged..there's a bidder on my auction!! yayeeee! Hope he/ she doesn't dua mi..
Must call Sunlight to confirm the ktv voucher..
Off to watch Smallville!~ ¶ J poppycocked at 8:38:00 PM
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Monday, June 21, 2004
Xiang nian ni..
Bloggingdblog from ATC(Armour Training Center)now~...
Mmm the sms you sent me was as sweet as c6h12o2!
Alright it would have been better if I wasn't stuck in camp anyway~
Damned.. super bored in here, didn't bring in much entertainment!
¶ J poppycocked at 4:37:00 PM
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Mmm the sms you sent me was as sweet as c6h12o2!
Alright it would have been better if I wasn't stuck in camp anyway~
Damned.. super bored in here, didn't bring in much entertainment!
¶ J poppycocked at 4:37:00 PM
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Sayounara Solitia
Just done watching Chrno Crusade laz epi, so abstract huh dis anime, n it has a tragic ending!*darn*
o well, altho bof r nice, personally prefer the ending o.s.t...hope i din make any mistakes..
chiba saeko--sayounara solitia (chrno crusade ending o.s.t)
大好きと思うからね
daisuki to omou kara ne
きずついったりとまどったり
kizutsu ittari tomadottari
冷たい頬をよせあって
tsumetai hoho wo yose atte
心が生まれた
kokoro ga umareta
いつもいますぐに会いたい
itsumo ima sugu ni aitai
無口になるほど好きよ
mukuchi ni naruhodo suki yo
優しさどうしったら見えるの
yasashi sa doushitara mieru no
抱きしめてもっと強く
dakishimete motto tsuyoku
暖かな胸を信じるよ
atataka na mune wo shinjiru yo
さようならsolitia
sayounara solitia
明日へ
ashita he
小さなわたしだから全部でも足りないよね
chiisana watashi dakara zenbu demo tarinai yone
なんにもかくさないてあなたにあげたい
nanni mo kakusanaite anata ni agetai
まだ白いとあけをみおくって
mada shiroi yoake wo miokutte
こんなに大事な人にどうしためぐりあえたのと
konnani daiji na hito ni doushita meguri aetano to
痛いほどつなぐ指で寂しさきえめ夢を見るの
itai hodo tsunagu yubi de sabishi sa kieme yume wo miru no
さようならsolitia
sayounara solitia
もう一人じゃないから
mou hitori jyanai kara
明日目覚めるの
ashita mezameru no
あなたと
anata to
大好きな人だからねそばにいる守ってる
daisuki na hito dakara ne sobani iru mamotteru
あなたへつながる大地に生まれてよかった
anata he tsunagaru daichi ni umarete yokatta
¶ J poppycocked at 3:28:00 PM
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o well, altho bof r nice, personally prefer the ending o.s.t...hope i din make any mistakes..
chiba saeko--sayounara solitia (chrno crusade ending o.s.t)
大好きと思うからね
daisuki to omou kara ne
きずついったりとまどったり
kizutsu ittari tomadottari
冷たい頬をよせあって
tsumetai hoho wo yose atte
心が生まれた
kokoro ga umareta
いつもいますぐに会いたい
itsumo ima sugu ni aitai
無口になるほど好きよ
mukuchi ni naruhodo suki yo
優しさどうしったら見えるの
yasashi sa doushitara mieru no
抱きしめてもっと強く
dakishimete motto tsuyoku
暖かな胸を信じるよ
atataka na mune wo shinjiru yo
さようならsolitia
sayounara solitia
明日へ
ashita he
小さなわたしだから全部でも足りないよね
chiisana watashi dakara zenbu demo tarinai yone
なんにもかくさないてあなたにあげたい
nanni mo kakusanaite anata ni agetai
まだ白いとあけをみおくって
mada shiroi yoake wo miokutte
こんなに大事な人にどうしためぐりあえたのと
konnani daiji na hito ni doushita meguri aetano to
痛いほどつなぐ指で寂しさきえめ夢を見るの
itai hodo tsunagu yubi de sabishi sa kieme yume wo miru no
さようならsolitia
sayounara solitia
もう一人じゃないから
mou hitori jyanai kara
明日目覚めるの
ashita mezameru no
あなたと
anata to
大好きな人だからねそばにいる守ってる
daisuki na hito dakara ne sobani iru mamotteru
あなたへつながる大地に生まれてよかった
anata he tsunagaru daichi ni umarete yokatta
¶ J poppycocked at 3:28:00 PM
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Tsubasa wa Pleasure Line
Minami Kuribayashi--Tsubasa wa Pleasure Line (Chrno Crusade Intro Theme)
一番きれいな空を飛ぼうよ
ichiban kirei na sora wo tobouyo
確かな未来へTry!
tashika na mirai he Try!
願いは瞳の中輝いてあふれる笑顔
negai ha hitomi no naka kagayaite afureru egao
流れに翼を預けて今は振り返らずに
nagare ni tsubasa wo azukete ima ha furikae razuni
めぐりあえた奇跡はPleasure Line
meguri aeta kiseki ha Pleasure Line
約束したよね
yakusoku shitayo ne
一番きれいな空へ飛ぼうよ
ichiban kirei na sora he tobouyo
何度倒れてもTry!
nando taorete mo Try!
きずつきながらつかむ明日
kizutsu kinagara tsukamu ashita
優しく強くかたる君を忘れないいつも。。。
yasashiku tsuyoku kataru kimi wo wasurenai itsumo...
心をぬらした雨一滴光りに解けて
kokoro wo nurashita ame hitoshi zuku hikari ni tokete
痛みにふるえる翼も小さな愛を守るの
itami ni furueru tsubasa mo chiisa na ai wo mamoru no
忘れないで世界はPleasure Line
wasurenai de sekai ha Pleasure Line
けっして怖くない
kesshite kowakunai
みはてぬ空を二人で飛ぼうよ
mihatenu sora wo futari de tobouyo
手を離さないでFly!
te wo hanasanai de Fly!
さまよいながら求める夢
samayoi nagara motomeru yume
あさやけの松岡で君をあつく抱きしめて
asayake no matsu oka de kimi wo atsuku dakishimete
思い出せばほほに風は吹いて
omoidaseba hoho ni kaze ha fuite
私たちの前に道しるべおいてくれる
watashitachi no maeni michishirube oite kureru
みはてぬ空を二人で飛ぼうよ
mihatenu sora wo futari de tobouyo
手を離さないでFly!
te wo hanasanai de "Fly!"
さまよいながら求める夢
samayoi nagara motomeru yume
朝焼けの松岡で君をあつく抱きしめて
asayake no matsu oka de kimi to
一番きれいな空を飛ぼうよ
ichiban kirei na sora wo tobouyo
確かな未来へと
tashika na mirai he to
きずつきながらつかめば
kizutsu kinagara tsukameba ii
優しく強くかたる君はあさやけにFly away
yasashiku tsuyoku kataru kimi ha asayake ni Fly away
¶ J poppycocked at 3:04:00 PM
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一番きれいな空を飛ぼうよ
ichiban kirei na sora wo tobouyo
確かな未来へTry!
tashika na mirai he Try!
願いは瞳の中輝いてあふれる笑顔
negai ha hitomi no naka kagayaite afureru egao
流れに翼を預けて今は振り返らずに
nagare ni tsubasa wo azukete ima ha furikae razuni
めぐりあえた奇跡はPleasure Line
meguri aeta kiseki ha Pleasure Line
約束したよね
yakusoku shitayo ne
一番きれいな空へ飛ぼうよ
ichiban kirei na sora he tobouyo
何度倒れてもTry!
nando taorete mo Try!
きずつきながらつかむ明日
kizutsu kinagara tsukamu ashita
優しく強くかたる君を忘れないいつも。。。
yasashiku tsuyoku kataru kimi wo wasurenai itsumo...
心をぬらした雨一滴光りに解けて
kokoro wo nurashita ame hitoshi zuku hikari ni tokete
痛みにふるえる翼も小さな愛を守るの
itami ni furueru tsubasa mo chiisa na ai wo mamoru no
忘れないで世界はPleasure Line
wasurenai de sekai ha Pleasure Line
けっして怖くない
kesshite kowakunai
みはてぬ空を二人で飛ぼうよ
mihatenu sora wo futari de tobouyo
手を離さないでFly!
te wo hanasanai de Fly!
さまよいながら求める夢
samayoi nagara motomeru yume
あさやけの松岡で君をあつく抱きしめて
asayake no matsu oka de kimi wo atsuku dakishimete
思い出せばほほに風は吹いて
omoidaseba hoho ni kaze ha fuite
私たちの前に道しるべおいてくれる
watashitachi no maeni michishirube oite kureru
みはてぬ空を二人で飛ぼうよ
mihatenu sora wo futari de tobouyo
手を離さないでFly!
te wo hanasanai de "Fly!"
さまよいながら求める夢
samayoi nagara motomeru yume
朝焼けの松岡で君をあつく抱きしめて
asayake no matsu oka de kimi to
一番きれいな空を飛ぼうよ
ichiban kirei na sora wo tobouyo
確かな未来へと
tashika na mirai he to
きずつきながらつかめば
kizutsu kinagara tsukameba ii
優しく強くかたる君はあさやけにFly away
yasashiku tsuyoku kataru kimi ha asayake ni Fly away
¶ J poppycocked at 3:04:00 PM
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mendou na koto
Ima shyakai no pesu ga hayai kedo, yappari onna wo shinakereba naranai koto mada aru..chotto gakkari shite iru yo. Sakki kare ga atashi ni onna wa daidokoro wo hairarenatte wa ikenai to iu imi wo itta. Dou shyou..ryori no koto mo souji no koto mo heta da kedo..
*Shinpai shite*
moshi atashi ga dekinai ka kirai dattara, dou surun?? iyada naaaa...
*netai n da.* ¶ J poppycocked at 1:41:00 AM
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*Shinpai shite*
moshi atashi ga dekinai ka kirai dattara, dou surun?? iyada naaaa...
*netai n da.* ¶ J poppycocked at 1:41:00 AM
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
tanjyoubi no ichi nichi ato
Ok dis is like the 2nd time i'm doink dis,if it doesnt wrk again,i'm so not gg to attempt again.*fumes*
After much deliberation and procastination,i'm finally bloggin' the blog!Hv no idea how long dis enthuse wud last but till then..ermmz..i'm bloggin' the blog??!
In a timespan of a single afternoon, i have devoured 3 dumplings and i wud like to justify the apparent glutton-ness wif the dumplings' minute-ness (not my fault!not my fault!). M downing a pail of lipton tea now btw, in the hope dat some portion of the colossal caloric sins a.k.a those tripletz swimmign in my belly now could be drained away consequently..n miraculously.
Peeps who noe mi well enuff wud b aware of my distaste for bdays, altho moz of the time dey wud rant at my un-apt mentality nvrtheless. Artfully hinted by the title of 2day's blog (2 bad if u r japanese-illiterate..haha..do stg.), once again, i've survived yet another annual ceremonial torment. Instead of a yearly rejoice of my hatch day, i tink it reeks more like a harsh persecution of aging (yes,i'm worrying abt dat aredi) and a gruelling test of how much folks ard lurve mi. Can't help but prioritise frenz who bother to drop mi an sms or 2; well-wishes n stuff, s compared 2 peeps who conveniently double-click on my nick on their ICQ list 2 leave mi a compelling "hey!it's ur bday rite?happy bday." I would probly get alot less tallied bday wishes if not for the wonders of the kind online-bday-reminders; den again, it boils down to the perpetual controversy: does IT make or break human relations? Almoz instantaneously, the word "Alienation" surfaces.
Dun get mi wrong, i'm normally happy for my frenz when it's their bdays and the traditional must-have-cake as insisted by my dear mama every year is still sweet-tasting to the heart, be the idea drips wif cliche n more often than not, the flavour of the cake is normally her call, rather than mine. *rolls eyes*
Dis year, the comfort probly comes oni during the evening..the celebration was nothing like dat of previous years where i was surrounded by frens who are more hyped abt my bday than myslf(<--dat was a neutral statemt btw). It wasnt stg spectacular or wild or worth "woo-hooing" abt, it was more of a quiet evening (minus the rowdy euro crowd n occasional flocks of tourists) at clarke quay/ boat quay/ esplanade/ canal(?) where time literally belonged to the bof of us, almoz exclusively. Topping dat, alota "Firsts-frosting" iced the nite, of wch i shant elaborate here..haha..(dun let dat hormone thwart ur imagination, it's NOT wad u tink!~)
Anyway, hang-overing frm post-bday celebz, darn moody n groggy. He's gg to reservist..*sob*
p/s: Gers-gone-wild episode 1??? LOL.
*311-Love Song numbering on my headfones.* ¶ J poppycocked at 9:43:00 PM
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After much deliberation and procastination,i'm finally bloggin' the blog!Hv no idea how long dis enthuse wud last but till then..ermmz..i'm bloggin' the blog??!
In a timespan of a single afternoon, i have devoured 3 dumplings and i wud like to justify the apparent glutton-ness wif the dumplings' minute-ness (not my fault!not my fault!). M downing a pail of lipton tea now btw, in the hope dat some portion of the colossal caloric sins a.k.a those tripletz swimmign in my belly now could be drained away consequently..n miraculously.
Peeps who noe mi well enuff wud b aware of my distaste for bdays, altho moz of the time dey wud rant at my un-apt mentality nvrtheless. Artfully hinted by the title of 2day's blog (2 bad if u r japanese-illiterate..haha..do stg.), once again, i've survived yet another annual ceremonial torment. Instead of a yearly rejoice of my hatch day, i tink it reeks more like a harsh persecution of aging (yes,i'm worrying abt dat aredi) and a gruelling test of how much folks ard lurve mi. Can't help but prioritise frenz who bother to drop mi an sms or 2; well-wishes n stuff, s compared 2 peeps who conveniently double-click on my nick on their ICQ list 2 leave mi a compelling "hey!it's ur bday rite?happy bday." I would probly get alot less tallied bday wishes if not for the wonders of the kind online-bday-reminders; den again, it boils down to the perpetual controversy: does IT make or break human relations? Almoz instantaneously, the word "Alienation" surfaces.
Dun get mi wrong, i'm normally happy for my frenz when it's their bdays and the traditional must-have-cake as insisted by my dear mama every year is still sweet-tasting to the heart, be the idea drips wif cliche n more often than not, the flavour of the cake is normally her call, rather than mine. *rolls eyes*
Dis year, the comfort probly comes oni during the evening..the celebration was nothing like dat of previous years where i was surrounded by frens who are more hyped abt my bday than myslf(<--dat was a neutral statemt btw). It wasnt stg spectacular or wild or worth "woo-hooing" abt, it was more of a quiet evening (minus the rowdy euro crowd n occasional flocks of tourists) at clarke quay/ boat quay/ esplanade/ canal(?) where time literally belonged to the bof of us, almoz exclusively. Topping dat, alota "Firsts-frosting" iced the nite, of wch i shant elaborate here..haha..(dun let dat hormone thwart ur imagination, it's NOT wad u tink!~)
Anyway, hang-overing frm post-bday celebz, darn moody n groggy. He's gg to reservist..*sob*
p/s: Gers-gone-wild episode 1??? LOL.
*311-Love Song numbering on my headfones.* ¶ J poppycocked at 9:43:00 PM
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