tots. Hmm..in a rather perplexed mood now; watching Shi Zi Lu Kou, but not laffing..eyes r tired but dun feel like sleeping..frontal lobe has obviously malfunctioned now but episoding alota contemplations..blogging but hesitant of wad 2 document..

Sometimes i wonder if mankind r suited for long term relationships at all..it taxes bof parties emotionally n physically, n financially, if u seriously ponder abt the issue. Nobody says getting along is ez i noe..but when Love transcends beyond passion n momentary pleasure, such dat quixoticity runs low, prosaic issues will supersede inevitably, naturally...n unfortunately.

An optimist wud tel mi, but dat is where the art n beauty of Love lies! To compromise, sacrifice, gif in n change r all part n parcel of Love, dey wud say. But sometimes the union breeds obligatory compromising, gifing in n changing, out of sheer desire to prevent disappointment in the other party. When dat party detects the obligatory emotion surpassing the love factor, how can one be happy? Maybe i'm not 'seasoned' enuff, even after 6 relationships n counting..haha..therefore altho i noe the rule i do not profess reli experiencing it in its utmost altruistic form yet:

Love-->Obligations = compromises + sacrifices + changes;
provided obligations must b preceded by Love under all circumstances.

I guess my bro was rite; i had not met anybody worth my equation yet. Sure, those adrenaline-rushes, hart-racing, palm-sweating n cheeks-blushing but he judged dat not 1 of those 6 men managed to steal my hart away even during their respective times, dats y i canot n hv not undergone it yet. True love exists? No clue. True love? Wad is? No idea.

How great if fairy tales r for real.

  ¶ J poppycocked at 12:38:00 AM