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Sunday, November 19, 2006
 
I Hear Voices in my Head

I took away the comments thing again, as i received notes from comments-leavers directly to the designated email of the blog telling me it's not working properly. Apparently it just comes straight to the email. -_-'''

As if it is a sequel to my previous entry, more of conscious dreaming has been happening to my sleeps recently. I can't say i am thoroughly excited with this phenomenon, since it has left me to awake with an unsettling feeling most of the time.

I swear it is bizarre to the point of instantly drifting away to dreamland upon closing my eyes. There are even occasions when i very consciously tell myself to just wake up so that everything will be over, while dreaming a bad one. I sincerely hope this is just a phase and will pass on soon.

Well, since it is often believed that one should make the best out of any situation one is in, i am however, interested to be enlightened on the meaning of my oh-so-strange dreams.

Of one that i still can remember from yesterday's morning (see? i even know i was dreaming in the morning), i dreamt that i was a dancer and due to put up a performance with "Cave People" as the theme. So you would have imagined, the costume would be very Flintstones' era and the hair would be done big, looney and knotty.

So we were sitting around in the dance room, listening to the dance instructor briefing us on how to get our emotions and expressions right for the mood of the dance. Distinctly, he demonstrated drinking from a cup of water and holding his face away in disgust and disapproval, like he is the caveman experiencing a modern beverage for the first time.

Subsequently he wanted us to follow suit and picked of all people, me, to do it for the class. Somehow, i couldn't get it right and broke away in laughter most of the time or ended up wearing a half trying-to-look-agonized, half trying-to-control-my-grinning look on my face.

So, with my head perched over the plastic cup of water, i just kept trying and trying in front of the class, with the dance instructor correcting me over and over again.

In utter embarrassment and the same unsettling feeling i woke up with after, i opened my eyes with frowns of dismay.

Unfortunately, this is just one of the many puzzling dreams i get in the late of time and i wish somebody would decipher and interpret it for me, someone like a dream therapist? I read previously that the last dream of the sleep is often most related to reality (or is it the other way round?).

By the way, i will not take answers like "you must be thinking too much" or "get a life!" very seriously. Thank you very much.
 




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