New Week, Unfresh Start. It is only Tuesday but i feel so bogged.

For once, it's not becoz of work, since i'm not working for now. It's still a good thing though.

I simply feel inadequate n cheesed off by a tad too many affairs. And it certainly isn't the hormones coz the monthly thing has oredi made its exit. Dis means these many affairs REALI cheesed mi off in a reeli, reeli bad way.

Dis is very not good. When i m unhappy, the rolling of eyes gets more often n the heightened reluctance to talk to people sets in. Empress Dowager says i m getting more n more unsociable.

Very not good indeed. Since i m taking a trip dis week, I ought to be in high spirits.

Well, let's just say dat, so many things have happened over the weekend & at the fresh of dis week i tink my mind isn't keeping up wif the pace yet. Also, it probly is still incapable of making any sense out of which.

Maybe May is right, without working, the brain will get retarded.

I was reli shaken a couple of nites ago. Started tinking to myself on the bed before turning in, sometimes getting an amnesia isn't such a bad idea, of coz in juxtaposition to death, especially when there r simply too many things & people u dunch wanto worry, know or remember anymore.

Dat oughto bring about a fresh start.

A new, white piece of paper. A reset timer. A runaway girl.  ¶ J poppycocked at 2:23:00 AM