Saturday, September 23, 2006
Are u still friends?
Back from Krabi & still alive. Did not get dragged away by the Thai military alright.
It has been a longgggggg time since i stayed up.
Well now dat i m not bogged down by working life, i m not bogged down by waking up early anymore. At least not now.
Fantastic, for i m no morning bird.
Last night i was awake till 4.30am. Nvm the screwed up bio-clock, for it was for a cause worth its while.
It's funny how sometimes u mention of the past out of the blue & the past comes back to u the very nxt minute?
Just earlier the evening yesterday, we met up wif Pin for dinner at Sakae, dey had some promo going on apparently, and some excerpts of our secondary school life came up at the dinner table.
It was ezier, since all 3 of us were from the same secondary school, of different cliques but we pretty much knew the same people.
It all started when i saw a couple wearing secondary school uniform who came on the bus at some point & the way dey behaved simply reminded mi of how we were like in secondary school. Then of coz, the usual cycle repeated itself for umpteen times, u realised how old u hv become & laments at how the days had just passed u by like dat.
More significantly, it reminded mi of all those bizarre things dat happened during secondary school, how it began & how it ended. All had happened when neither of us involved had a good, single idea of how to deal wif a relationship or understand wad's going on as a matter of fact.
I was up till dawn last night toking to an old, old fren on msn. One of whom shared a past wif mi.
It was reli enlightening, to hear his side of the coin of wad happened back then on his end. U reli cud nvr hv known better. I cudn't hv known if we were no longer friends & i m reli glad we still are.
Who says the past doesn't matter? It does. It shudn't swerve where u r going nxt but good or bad, it's the past which molds u today.
He told mi plennnnnty of things dat happened during the relationship which i wasn't aware of. How all the sweet moments we shared left a footprint in him, and how the ordeals tore him apart and y he did certain things he did. Of course, i shared my part of the story wif him too.
He also reminded mi some things which i hv clean forgotten. Despite it being a very short 3 months, he remembered more than i did. As apologetic as i was for the silly things i did, he thanked mi for wad happened, including the heartaches & tears, which i sheepishly acknowledged.
For 2 pretty similar individuals back then, we concluded the getting together back then was just too untimely.
It's difficult to get dis kinda ignorant, but sincere concern from others now u noe. Things just get more complicated.
If u ever hv the chance, and if u r still friends wif ur past whom u can talk to freely, i urge u to talk about the past wif him or her. Nitty-gritties notwithstanding, it will be an eye-opener.
Wadever the case, the conversation was interesting while it lasted.
It was a sweet, but closed chapter for 2 very different individuals now.
:) ¶ J poppycocked at 3:18:00 PM
It has been a longgggggg time since i stayed up.
Well now dat i m not bogged down by working life, i m not bogged down by waking up early anymore. At least not now.
Fantastic, for i m no morning bird.
Last night i was awake till 4.30am. Nvm the screwed up bio-clock, for it was for a cause worth its while.
It's funny how sometimes u mention of the past out of the blue & the past comes back to u the very nxt minute?
Just earlier the evening yesterday, we met up wif Pin for dinner at Sakae, dey had some promo going on apparently, and some excerpts of our secondary school life came up at the dinner table.
It was ezier, since all 3 of us were from the same secondary school, of different cliques but we pretty much knew the same people.
It all started when i saw a couple wearing secondary school uniform who came on the bus at some point & the way dey behaved simply reminded mi of how we were like in secondary school. Then of coz, the usual cycle repeated itself for umpteen times, u realised how old u hv become & laments at how the days had just passed u by like dat.
More significantly, it reminded mi of all those bizarre things dat happened during secondary school, how it began & how it ended. All had happened when neither of us involved had a good, single idea of how to deal wif a relationship or understand wad's going on as a matter of fact.
I was up till dawn last night toking to an old, old fren on msn. One of whom shared a past wif mi.
It was reli enlightening, to hear his side of the coin of wad happened back then on his end. U reli cud nvr hv known better. I cudn't hv known if we were no longer friends & i m reli glad we still are.
Who says the past doesn't matter? It does. It shudn't swerve where u r going nxt but good or bad, it's the past which molds u today.
He told mi plennnnnty of things dat happened during the relationship which i wasn't aware of. How all the sweet moments we shared left a footprint in him, and how the ordeals tore him apart and y he did certain things he did. Of course, i shared my part of the story wif him too.
He also reminded mi some things which i hv clean forgotten. Despite it being a very short 3 months, he remembered more than i did. As apologetic as i was for the silly things i did, he thanked mi for wad happened, including the heartaches & tears, which i sheepishly acknowledged.
For 2 pretty similar individuals back then, we concluded the getting together back then was just too untimely.
It's difficult to get dis kinda ignorant, but sincere concern from others now u noe. Things just get more complicated.
If u ever hv the chance, and if u r still friends wif ur past whom u can talk to freely, i urge u to talk about the past wif him or her. Nitty-gritties notwithstanding, it will be an eye-opener.
Wadever the case, the conversation was interesting while it lasted.
It was a sweet, but closed chapter for 2 very different individuals now.
:) ¶ J poppycocked at 3:18:00 PM