Resolve. Finally i did it.

I met up wif the fearful being today again, for the 3rd & last time.

From where we last left off the conversation, i was supposed to digest the points presented to mi during the conversation & come to a decision by today's meeting.

Hidden agenda aside (of coz we all noe dat all these hassles r a bid to retain mi), i m grateful to the GM for being so patient & understanding towards my indecisiveness.

Altho there maybe some issues i don't c eye to eye wif her, but i reli praise her for her courage & generally, she's an admirable figure.

I still distinctively recall our 1st meeting 2 yrs back when i was still a freshie.

Trust mi when i say i left the intvw wif zero morale, but full of respect for her. She made mi realised how much there is to learn & how ignorant i was & perhaps still am.

Anyway, back to the point about concluding.

It bothered mi for days since our last meeting, pondering as to where exactly i m in my career, my stand in the company, in life & where exactly i want to head to eventually. Basically, i m a lost sheep manz. Even when i m shitting, i m thinking about all these.

Then it finally dawned upon mi last night dat all i want now, is a real good break. An inevitable desire consequential of 2 years of hard work, tears & sweat.

1 week, 2 months? Who knows.

As of tomoro, i shall be serving my notice in the branch & sabbatical leave it is.

Wish mi luck.  ¶ J poppycocked at 9:22:00 PM