Thursday, June 02, 2005
Silence is a Choice.
Lately i hv been branded.
Branded as the one wif attitude problem dat is.
I'm not reli upset actly, but just surprised dat people around mi agree so readily, unanimously somemore.
I never knew dat i was perceived lydat.
Today, Kat walked by my table & asked mi y i looked so fierce.
I was like...."huh?"
Yesterday Chris walked by my table & asked mi y i looked so serious.
I was like...."uhh?"
After mustering all my brain cells to come up wif a logical defence statement, i said "No la...dat's my default xpression la. Haa."
Hmm. Just bcoz i m seriously tinking how to clear the shit on my table & reflect dat on my expression accordingly, i got attitude problem liaoz.
It's just dat among the mindless chattering ah nias, sometimes i choose to observe more than i open my mouth.
Just bcoz I kip quiet, i got attitude problem liaoz.
Just bcoz when i dun like u i make it damn obvious, i oso got attitude problem liaoz.
If reli lydat i oso bo pianz liaoz loh.
Branded as the one wif attitude problem dat is.
I'm not reli upset actly, but just surprised dat people around mi agree so readily, unanimously somemore.
I never knew dat i was perceived lydat.
Today, Kat walked by my table & asked mi y i looked so fierce.
I was like...."huh?"
Yesterday Chris walked by my table & asked mi y i looked so serious.
I was like...."uhh?"
After mustering all my brain cells to come up wif a logical defence statement, i said "No la...dat's my default xpression la. Haa."
Hmm. Just bcoz i m seriously tinking how to clear the shit on my table & reflect dat on my expression accordingly, i got attitude problem liaoz.
It's just dat among the mindless chattering ah nias, sometimes i choose to observe more than i open my mouth.
Just bcoz I kip quiet, i got attitude problem liaoz.
Just bcoz when i dun like u i make it damn obvious, i oso got attitude problem liaoz.
If reli lydat i oso bo pianz liaoz loh.
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Lately dis character stepped into my life.
Let's just call him Chipmonk.
I must say he has stirred up quite alota unnecessary upheavals.
Somehow it was like i innocently got swept into the whole game all over again.
It was quite a chore reli. I reli dun appreciate being the subject of hot topic over lunches ya noe.
Coz apparently the unnecessary upheavals were stirred up rite in my office, a.k.a the place i spend 3 quartz of my time & arguably longer than the time i spend at home.
I bet my head dat in the last month, my name wud hv topped the "Most Gossiped About Employee of The Month" Chart.
Tsk tsk...Scandalous.
But i swear i didnt pro-actively/consciously lead him on. I SWEAR.
I oso can't help it if he wans to appear rite.
But the following is another matter altogether.
Since mobiles came in vogue, it was in my culture dat when i get a sms, i wud try to reply something, albeit brief, coz i simply tink it's freeeekin' rude not to acknowledge the receiving.
Unless u hate the person la.
And dis Chipmonk got dis abhorrent habit of smsing mi & den after i will reply him outta politeness, but he'll not reply even if my reply ended in a qns mark.
U get? U get?
Not dat he's reli a big deal in my life but it's freeeeeeeekin' irritating i tell u!
I mean if u r lazy to reply den dun try to start off a "conversation" la can!?
It almoz felt like unrequitted love u noe!? Minus the love of coz.
He'll get bad kharma for sure i tell u.
If he's not gonna geddit, i will make sure he does.
Arse.
¶ J poppycocked at 10:33:00 PM