Feeling Peaceful. After going thru my fair bit of emotional rollercoaster laz nite, i m actly feeling rather calm rite at dis moment. Not drained, but calm.

After a good time-alone, I realise dat a temporary compromise is far less worthy as a solution than i hv ever imagined.

I realise dat i still hate the things i used to hate, wif an exception of a few rare items notwithstanding, but at least i noe i hv tried NOT hating it, even if i failed.

The key point is i've tried.

Dun stay wif somebody who is not worth ur time or who doesn't bother to noe U.

Communication is prime.

It is good to thrash things out, reli.

Even if it did not salvage the situation, at least I dun feel so...ummm...constipated.

Even if it did not salvage the situation, at least I feel like I hv said my piece & done my time.

Even if it did not salvage the situation, at least I noe I hv allowed the other party to noe how the situation is like on my side & consequently reducing my sufferings in silence.

Even if it did not salvage the situation, at least I noe I hv tried my best to.

Even if it did not salvage the situation, I noe I will not live my life in vain & looking back 40 years later, I wud not be wondering how the situation will be if I hv lifted my courage to thrash things out 40 years ago.

Even if it did not salvage anything at all the end of the day, I noe I wud have one less I-shud-haves to regret about.

Even if it did not, it did it for me.  ¶ J poppycocked at 10:23:00 PM