Thursday, April 28, 2005
A Quickie...
...No la. I mean..a quick one b4 i retire for the night.
[*Digress: Did i mention i HATE...& i mean ABSOFUGGINGLUTELY ABHOR, to the best of my ability no less, DETEST working with gahmen bodies??? Dun get mi wrong, i hv no political agenda saying wot i said...i m referring to the client-relations we hv wif dem & the style dey work dat pisses mi off like nobody's business. And i can safely conclude dat dey r the biggest bunch of nerds / geeks / rigids / unprofessionals / inefficient (ironically yes dey r) & miserly lot like...EVER!?!?!]
Ok. Phew.
Anyway, I have just finished reading Xiaxue's entry about how paranoid she is about the guy she likes falling for her best fren instead.
I can't help but felt so in her shoes.
Yes, it happened to mi s well. Not just once, mind u.
In fact, just the other nite i was actually telling The GF1 about The Ex's Final Reveal & i tell u, it was s if my worst nitemare came alive. If anything, The GF1 stopped doing her sit-ups & sprang up straight to freeze after hearing wot i had to tell her.
Honestly, i was contemplating if i shud tell her at all. Coz No 1. The Ex IS an Ex, like......history & nada..zilch & sub-zero. Technically speaking, it shudnt even matter anymore. No 2. I dun wanna shock her (which i managed to anyway) or risk affecting our frenship in any degree.
But of coz, being mi, i cudnt resist it. I had to get it off my chest.
Honesty has alwaz been a virtue of mine u c.
Anyway, in d end, i m glad i came clean wif her. Not dat i m any less disturbed or angry wif dat Bastardized Jerk; the insecurity & paranoia are pretty much still in me (hey! i cant help it?! Once bitten, twice shy u noe? Somemore my encounters sum up to be more than singular hor..) but i m juz glad i told her the truth. We even digressed to other crappier stuff, like it didnt matter abit. At least i was indeed less perturbed & managed to sleep in peace afterwhich. Thank goodness.
C?? Honesty is a virtue waaad. ¶ J poppycocked at 11:12:00 PM
[*Digress: Did i mention i HATE...& i mean ABSOFUGGINGLUTELY ABHOR, to the best of my ability no less, DETEST working with gahmen bodies??? Dun get mi wrong, i hv no political agenda saying wot i said...i m referring to the client-relations we hv wif dem & the style dey work dat pisses mi off like nobody's business. And i can safely conclude dat dey r the biggest bunch of nerds / geeks / rigids / unprofessionals / inefficient (ironically yes dey r) & miserly lot like...EVER!?!?!]
Ok. Phew.
Anyway, I have just finished reading Xiaxue's entry about how paranoid she is about the guy she likes falling for her best fren instead.
I can't help but felt so in her shoes.
Yes, it happened to mi s well. Not just once, mind u.
In fact, just the other nite i was actually telling The GF1 about The Ex's Final Reveal & i tell u, it was s if my worst nitemare came alive. If anything, The GF1 stopped doing her sit-ups & sprang up straight to freeze after hearing wot i had to tell her.
Honestly, i was contemplating if i shud tell her at all. Coz No 1. The Ex IS an Ex, like......history & nada..zilch & sub-zero. Technically speaking, it shudnt even matter anymore. No 2. I dun wanna shock her (which i managed to anyway) or risk affecting our frenship in any degree.
But of coz, being mi, i cudnt resist it. I had to get it off my chest.
Honesty has alwaz been a virtue of mine u c.
Anyway, in d end, i m glad i came clean wif her. Not dat i m any less disturbed or angry wif dat Bastardized Jerk; the insecurity & paranoia are pretty much still in me (hey! i cant help it?! Once bitten, twice shy u noe? Somemore my encounters sum up to be more than singular hor..) but i m juz glad i told her the truth. We even digressed to other crappier stuff, like it didnt matter abit. At least i was indeed less perturbed & managed to sleep in peace afterwhich. Thank goodness.
C?? Honesty is a virtue waaad. ¶ J poppycocked at 11:12:00 PM