About Anonymity & Stuff. Reading blogs interests mi more than blogging itself dis days. Of coz, i still blog when i have stg to get off my chest, happy or unhappy events alike but recently, reading about other people's lives just seem more appealing.

It's odd. Bcoz I dun even noe who these pp r & i'm reading about how dey lead their lives, or rather, the lack of it.

But some bloggers r careful not to leave traces dat might reveal their true identity coz it is, afterall an open space for all to visit, so u nvr noe. But so far, have we heard of any bloggers who have been sued for libel?

But there r others who held no qualms of posting up their fotos so often dat dey allow others to recognise dem on the streets.

Of coz there r yet some others who bcame the equal of local celebrities in their own rights, juz bcoz of their blogs.

It is interesting isit not, dis blogging phenomenon? In a way, it changed so many people's lives.

It must be causing a whole lot of hoo-ha in the social sciences' forums now.

Just recently, i've stumbled across dis pretty interesting site, of wch i tink must had oredi been mentioned sumwhere else (simply coz i got better things to do than stick around the comp 24/7 waiting for latest happenings to be uploaded in cyberspace while some bloggers/people do), dun blame mi if dis is oredi passe:

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Who noes how many of these confessions r facts? But U wud luv to read dem anyway. (False confessions? Oxymoronic? Ahaha.)

O anyway, i must mention dis. I m a Misfit in the office now. I simply canot clique wif my colleagues. To be honest, i tink it's bcoz of the education. I canot pretend to be the least interested in their conversations, so naturally, i m xcluded from most of their girlie secrets.

Most of the time, dey tok to mi oni if dey nid a favour/ an advice/ my judgement/ a pointer/ to spell a word/ technical help.

It is definitely affecting my morale & i dun wanto pretend like i dun gif a damn either bcoz i tink all human beings nid social acceptance to feel secure & reassured of their social existence.

But ironically, i noe i wudnt be enjoying their company anyway even if dey include mi in all their conversations & outings.

So, i m at a loss.

I simply canot juz live air-headedly on topics thriving of wch stall in the mkt sells the cheapest roasted duck, where to get the nicest kuehs, wch shop to patronize for a good bargain, how many kids i wanto have & wch spot will i choose for my future housing etc.

Being in an all females' environment is reli an agony sometimes. But being in an all females' environment & hving the bulk of dem, all coming from Convent Schools is true blue hell.

It still disturbs mi when i see the members of The Convent Clique whisper some sorta secretive gossips to each other, obviously not wanting to share, even when others, like mi r physically present (and impossible to miss). To mi, dat is juz plain rude & insensitive.

I nvr tot dat dis kinda adolescent GirlFrens' Politics will still come bck & bother mi. I tot it wud oni happened in secondary school or college.

Dat is y i hv been quite down & out recently. When the job is oredi no good, the last thing i nid is to have childish & unnecessary social acceptance issues.

I shud seriously contemplate of searching for a new rice bowl.  ¶ J poppycocked at 10:20:00 PM