some doors closed. new doors open. There r things on my mind i wanto say, but i can't say. Bcoz i duno if i'm rite in insisting i'm rite.

Many things have changed. In interesting ways. And even familiar faces bcame strange.

Let's tok about changes.

Many pp hv changed. Some pp changed and dey tot dey change-changed, but it's clear to mi dat dey changed skin-deep.

Y cud dis hv happened?

Well, it cud b bcoz of the pp dey associate demsvles wif. U noe? Monkey c, monkey do? Dey look at n up the way others live their lives n realise "Hey! I wanto b lydat too!" Therefore, dey wish to change! And so dey did, but without realising dat their inside remains the same.

Somehow or rather, consciously dey can psycho demsvles to bliv dat since now dat dey r standing on d other side of the line wif their new found buddies, dey r waaaay above the others who did not change like dey did.....even if dey used to b just like the so called-Others.

Gradually the frenship spots a gap. A gap dat secretly widens.

I wanted to tok about another species of pp who change thoroughly inside out when dey do change.

But i realise i couldnt tink of an instance in my life who did.

So, i conclude dat most pp change oni superficially.

For the better impression, for the fantastic records n for the sake of changing.

I cudnt kip up wif the frens who change. And i probly dun wanto.

I cud b obstinately refusing to admit dat i hv to change too and i cud potentially end up being left behind.

But at least i dun feel deluded & an urge to simulate others.

Ha.


HL tink u mite b rite, mayb i do hv blue blood. Haha.
  ¶ J poppycocked at 5:22:00 PM