lost in thoughts. Just a quick blog before i call it a day, before i bcome lazy again. Sometimes so many things happen in a day dat even tho i told myslf i should blog abt it, i alwaz bcome too lazy to pour out the nitty gritties all over again.

I realise i prefer to travel alone. When my colleagues leave for the day, i found out i hv a subconscience dat prevents me frm leaving wif dem even tho some of dem take the same train as mi, even if i m ready to leave n all dat. I guess I cherish privacy, coz it gifs mi ample time to self-reflect. I tink alot, well not necessarily abt pessimism, but perhaps the tinking gets a lil' too much for my own good? O well....it's hard to control wad comes into ur tots, no? 2 goods can come out of dis over-tinking phenomenonin the long-term; either i m a genius in the making (i seriously doubt it) or i'm a potential candidate for the looney house (seems more like it).

I was just enlightened a moment ago n i must blog dis moment down. It seems like age is reli not the exclusive factor to make one grow up. At face value, I may be 22, but in real, i reli feel like i'm 32...n I must say dis makes behaving n tinking like my peers abit challenging.

Looking at some of my older colleagues behave, i reli dun c how i m different frm dem. In fact, stimes i even feel dey r a childish bunch of clouders...Even Jes commented 2day dat, even tho she's older than mi by 8 yrs, she dun feel the generation gap. O dear...wadz gg on!??! Say if i reli tink like a 32, it's pretty bad coz it seems like i hv just lost my way, my way in Life dat is. Losing my way at 32??? Wun dat effectively make me a LOS-ER (literally) ey???

Anybody has a gd torch to loan??


  ¶ J poppycocked at 11:42:00 PM