Tuesday, November 23, 2004
how to lose somebody when u nvr had him before?
No i m not feeling philosophical again. The oni feeling i hv now will probly be numbness. Inside out. Duh..oxymoronic....how do u actly FEEL numb? I alwaz ponder over dis oxymoronic shit..but seriously, u ought to witness it for urself, i.e the forlorn body attached to my head.
Y the philosophical shit den?
Obviously, i was inspired again. Dis time round, by a Long-Time Fren. (Read: an abbreviation for--He was More Than Just a Fren Long-Time ago.)
Ok la..i noe dis is my blog, so i shud probly quit the drama mama act.......dun tink i can pull it off anyway....but just tot dat the curt explicitness may bring about an "Ouch!" somewhere.
Recently, he toks to mi more often, which is weird, especially since we've got all the history crap going on. It's to the extent dat he is sharing information (unwanted on my part btw) about his new found love, a recent infatuation, wif dis sweet & demure young thing he hv just met.
But apparently, it's enuff to throw him head over heels oredi. He simply can't stop exclaiming about her.
"Ouch!"
Ok...i noe our history (read: HISTORY means PAST, no longer existing in the present, no more, nil, nada, zilch!) happened like many moons ago, in fact make dat many blue moons ago, but his fascination wif dis gurl does make mi feel abit......insignificant.
Not dat i m still yearning for him or wot....but strangely, i do feel like i've just lost him, yet AGAIN....hmmm den, it's natural to feel a lil' bitter / sour when u c ur ex-love finds new love...rite?? rite??? RITE???? *wide-eyed*
Of coz i happened to oso be aware dat the morally correct emotion is to "feel happy for him n wish him all the best wif his new found partner n also hope dat dey can live happily ever after... juz like errr....Shrek & Fiona?"
But! ...the soreness is understandable isnt it? Especially when he didnt shower s much concern n affection on mi in comparison, wif dat bitch......ohh...! Errr...i meant...Beauty.
Well.....den again....objectively speaking, we merely shared a spark, not so much a relationship. Hence the title, "How to lose somebody when u nvr had him before?" So, wadz wif all the over-reaction n yakking!?!
Hmmm....Do u consider puppy loves s relationships? Of coz i noe puppy loves r defined s the adolescent and mere mindless attraction to the other party, but hey! U've gotto admit the feelings then were truly true?! (B4 all the scheming shit comes in dat is..)
Remember how strong ur feelings were for the boy / gurl in the nxt class or sitting nxt to u?
Haha...cute.
Well, just to end off as a morally correct person (not dat i wasnt one before...), i shall wish him all the best with uhhh.....let's just call her Fiona.
¶ J poppycocked at 10:22:00 PM
Y the philosophical shit den?
Obviously, i was inspired again. Dis time round, by a Long-Time Fren. (Read: an abbreviation for--He was More Than Just a Fren Long-Time ago.)
Ok la..i noe dis is my blog, so i shud probly quit the drama mama act.......dun tink i can pull it off anyway....but just tot dat the curt explicitness may bring about an "Ouch!" somewhere.
Recently, he toks to mi more often, which is weird, especially since we've got all the history crap going on. It's to the extent dat he is sharing information (unwanted on my part btw) about his new found love, a recent infatuation, wif dis sweet & demure young thing he hv just met.
But apparently, it's enuff to throw him head over heels oredi. He simply can't stop exclaiming about her.
"Ouch!"
Ok...i noe our history (read: HISTORY means PAST, no longer existing in the present, no more, nil, nada, zilch!) happened like many moons ago, in fact make dat many blue moons ago, but his fascination wif dis gurl does make mi feel abit......insignificant.
Not dat i m still yearning for him or wot....but strangely, i do feel like i've just lost him, yet AGAIN....hmmm den, it's natural to feel a lil' bitter / sour when u c ur ex-love finds new love...rite?? rite??? RITE???? *wide-eyed*
Of coz i happened to oso be aware dat the morally correct emotion is to "feel happy for him n wish him all the best wif his new found partner n also hope dat dey can live happily ever after... juz like errr....Shrek & Fiona?"
But! ...the soreness is understandable isnt it? Especially when he didnt shower s much concern n affection on mi in comparison, wif dat bitch......ohh...! Errr...i meant...Beauty.
Well.....den again....objectively speaking, we merely shared a spark, not so much a relationship. Hence the title, "How to lose somebody when u nvr had him before?" So, wadz wif all the over-reaction n yakking!?!
Hmmm....Do u consider puppy loves s relationships? Of coz i noe puppy loves r defined s the adolescent and mere mindless attraction to the other party, but hey! U've gotto admit the feelings then were truly true?! (B4 all the scheming shit comes in dat is..)
Remember how strong ur feelings were for the boy / gurl in the nxt class or sitting nxt to u?
Haha...cute.
Well, just to end off as a morally correct person (not dat i wasnt one before...), i shall wish him all the best with uhhh.....let's just call her Fiona.
¶ J poppycocked at 10:22:00 PM