job. I tink i did xtremely bad for the intvw coz the GM was totally mercilessly drilling mi. The situational qns she posed reli made mi gourged out my brain n place it on the table while using a magnifyg glass to peer at my opened up brain for the answers. For the 1st time in my life, i received a feedback of hvg slow reaction. Well, given the fact dat i was totally clueless b4 the intvw wot to prepare, i was certainly taken aback by her brashness n aggressvness. During the debriefing session, she described mi s not hving my flow of tots there n while she blivs i seemed to b quick-witted up there, i looked like i was suffering frm a "temporary lack of articulation". Her xpections of my buffer period to react was stg like 2 secs...of wch i probly took 3 more. O n she oso commented dat i hv an xpressive face, so she cud tell when i'm interested n when i'm bored, s she said she cud c the beam in my eyes when stg interests mi (uhhh?). While i rated myslf 2/5, I was rated 3/5 for the overall intvw, n told dat i was capable of 4.5 (Heh?!). O n wif my sign i.e. gemini, she xpects mi to b quicker than the rest...(Huh?!)

Anyway, despite faring crap for the intvw n not being able to ans moz of her killer qns, i tink she is a gd role model to look up to. Well, she must hv been thru all sorta shitty situatns durg her 17 yrs stay wif Adecco to make it to where she is rite now. For one, i walked away wif no morale left but full of admiration for dis lady. Nevertheless, dey r offerring mi the job (Wot?!).

I'm still tinking if i shd take it up....m totally twirled up up there now..if there's any left after a hardcore intvw n 3 hrs 45min of tuition....my guts r telling mi dun, but my rationality is tellg mi to take it. Goshhhh.....is it supposed to b dis hard 2 dcide everytime??? If it is, i'm so darn screwed.

*Terence n Philips' Uncle Fucka continuously repeatg on my winamp in the bckgrd*

Great stress relieving song btw. *hums tune n taps feet to the rhythm*
  ¶ J poppycocked at 1:53:00 AM