shitty saturday. I wanto move out.

I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who refuse to c things my way. I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who refuse to c things my way n demand i live MY life THEIR way.

I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who dun gif a shit of how I feel and wud rather compel mi to do things against my own will bcoz THEY dun like the way i live MY life.

I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who take mi for granted n deem it natural for mi to be altruistically dedicated in fulfilling obstinate n illogical conventional obligations.

I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who do not comprehend the simple concept of "Happiness" and insist people who do, to gif it up.

I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who refuse to believe that i am the way i am now bcoz dey made mi dis way. In fact, i tink i am EVEN BETTER than who i was supposed to turn out. At least i am not a blardy puppet.

I m sick n tired of living under the same roof wif people who blieve that juz bcoz dey had raised mi, dey hv the rite to dictate my life n i m at their mercy bcoz PARENTS r supposed to be a big deal.


Yes i am grateful for all dis years of inculcation and resources spent on my education but if it means hving to live my life like i owe it to you, i rather not have receive such blessings. I did not waste 17 yrs of my life to be plagued by annoying cajoles to return you wot i have owed you, incessant whinings of how much i MUST altruistically gif you every month, and absurd comparisons wif your frens' alwaz-more-wonderful-than-mi-children. YOU chose to bring mi to dis world, I did not. If you hv wanted mi to do nothing but obey blindly, you should not hv sent mi to school in the first place, bcoz dat is where dey tich children to THINK. You should hv juz adopted a retard.

I m sori to say dis, but PARENTS r not a big deal to mi. I rather live alone than to hv to attend to all ur whimsical filial piety crap. Yes, u paid for my upbringing n my shelter but dat doesnt gif u the rite to dictate my life n coerce mi to live it in the way u deem is best bcoz it is best FOR YOU, NOT ME. And i hope all ur frens who gv u endless suggestions of how to torture mi so i wud eventually gif in to YOUR WAY, wind up alone in dilapidated Nursing Homes where dey wud pine for their children to come visit everyday IN VAIN bcoz their children, like mi, realise how evil all of u fuckers reli are! How is the way i live my life going to make a blardy fucking difference to ur lives huhh?!?!? Not like if i bcome a millionaire i wud share my fortune wif u, so y poke ur fucking big fat nose into other people's family affairs!? I hope all of u go to hell. N stay there.

If saying wot i said makes mi sound like an ingrate to u, then so be it. It is not in my intention to offend anybody, n i duno y it wud, but it's my blog n i can say wotever i wan. Live wif it.
  ¶ J poppycocked at 4:53:00 PM