It's DAT time of the year again. When u find urself being plagued by songs wif chiang~chiang~chiang~dong~dong~dong~ as their main instruments when u walk into almoz all the retail shops, u noe, the impending occasion is due soon.

Again. Chinese New Year.

*stares at ceiling for 5 mins in despair before returning to blog*

There it goes again. Meeting of nosey aunties & uncles, trying to poke their fat noses in my life, my increased number of fine lines on my face, the increased mass & flabs on my ass & thighs, my work, my relationship, my marriage plans, my having kids intent, my future estate location, how much i earn, how much i give to my parents, my retiring plans...etc. U get the idea.

I don't get y people r so upbeat about it.

All the shops r closed, restricting our only recreational activity to watching CNY movie. Everywhere else is like a ghost town.

Sheesh. Brace myself.  ¶ J poppycocked at 11:50:00 PM
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  Days & Nights. There are those days when u feel like just having a bar of chocolate by urself; just the plain, dark, creamy ones without nuts to interfere wif the o' so classic taste of the silky lusciousness.

Then there are days when u feel like just sitting by the window, enjoying the cool breeze from the rain, & counting on the dose of caffeine to perk u up from the lethargy of the cold.

There are nights when u know u will feel so alone if u cruise among the busy lightings & the bustling crowd in the midst of the hub but u choose to do that anyway.

And then there are those nights when u find that there is nothing apparently wrong with everything around but u simply do not feel anything is that right either. The mind helplessly allows the overpowering inadequacy to linger through the dead of the night & the puzzlement as illustrated by a constant lock of the brows.

Tonight is unfortunately, one of such bewildering nights.  ¶ J poppycocked at 12:30:00 AM
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